although we dread the new school year, although we dread seeing the school again, although we dread studying for tests and such, it is inevitable, no matter how much we try to run away from it.....

christmas has gotten boring. when i was like 7-8 years old, i would always look forward to the toys i was certain that i would receieve. now, all i got was a t shirt, cologne(like wtf?!) and an ang pao from my parents. haiz.... anyway, now its very boring at home. nothing to do etc etc. bye....

EDIT: anyway, Merry Christmas to all.

great..... i think i have gotten bored of soldier front..... -.- theres nothing to do now except probably continue watching some old animes that i had lost interest in. haizzz..... yea i know, pointless post :D

SOMEONE just cant keep his nasty comments to himself...

dced, dont feel like playing anymore, called my mom, no responce, will ask her when she gets back, forgot to ask her last night.

great, being at bored at home sucks. suddenly wishing i could be at school. man, how whacked is that... and also my headphone is dying. like sometimes the right side cant work and i can only hear the left side. great..

Firewater-YellowCard

You sat me down beside myself
To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
Was this for real? It's hard to tell
'Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into

I'm gonna overcome this paper heart can't win this time
And all along, I should've known this wasn't your dream, it was mine
I know you wanted me to give up this life to be
Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in
I was never good at goodbye

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So, this brain in my head
Can forget your face

When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt
You were the finest thing to happen to a boy like me
It's so much harder, now, I wanna try and tell you how
There is so much love in me, even though it's hard to see
I was never good at goodbye

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So, this brain in my head
Can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead
Then make more mistakes

Today I couldn't stay awake
Feels like I'm drowning in this firewater lake
I won't be sleeping much tonight
It's not the same without you lying by my side
Right beside me

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So, this brain in my head
Can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead
Than make more mistakes

I know you wanted me
To give up my life to be
Everything I am, when you're the
Only thing that I can see
I'm sorry, but you're not the
Not the only one for me

(So this brain in my head can forget your face)

You left me, here, beside myself
Left me with all the reasons I was wrong for you.

ARGH!!!! guess what? i was just starting a tapped 2v2 tdm with jaeme, jaeme's sis and kk then suddenly.. BOOM tio dc. turns out that sf has a patch and will only end at 11pm.... haiz..... nothing to do for 6hours and 10mins!! sian....

my school books are arriving on 19 december, im going to buy my school uniforms tomorrow and Christmas is comming soon. in short, school is starting..... haiz... the holidays flew by so fast and i havent even did my chinese homework(read a chinese book and do a worksheet on it but i lost both of them xP, better go find them later) i also need to start packing my bag with the books, pencil case, files etc soon to prepare for the new school year. i also cant even start to imagine what next year is going to be like with a pai kia class.... should have studied hard this year... >.<

anyway, better start paying attention and doing the work assigned to me next year.. :P bye all, nothing else to post. just came here to post for fun and since theres nothing better to do now...

1) What was the most embarassing thing you ever did? why would i post an embrassing thing i did on my blog? xP
2) Have you gave your first kiss away? too young for kisses lol
3) Who is/are the person/people you trust the most? family and friends.
4) Do you think you have enough confidence? sometimes yes sometimes no.
5) If you can have 1 dream to come true, what will it be? to have more confidence? xP
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after it rains? i guess...
7) What are you afraid to lose most now? my com! or else i would be bored for the rest of the holidays! :D
8) Do you believe in eternity love? dunno
9) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? depends...
10) List out three good points about the person who tagged you. Funny, Smart, A good friend.
11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other self? What other self? 0.o
12) What type of person do you hate the most? Verbel bullies i guess...
13) What is your ambition? maybe a game programmer? i dunno
14) If you have a fault, would you rather people around you point it out, or?
Depending on the fault and my mood. :P
15) What do you think is the most important things in your life? Family, My friends, badminton, games.
16) Do you find it a need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no.....
17) At the point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone, or try something new? what do you mean by the point of time? 0.o
18) What kinda friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes? Kind, helpful, loyal xP
19) If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change? Laziness?
20) if you had a wish to make, what would it be? why does this quiz have such... personal questions and what not.

tagged by edrick.(not doing the other quiz since its similiar to the one i already did.)
people to be tagged: jedsdha :)

57 words

Typingtest

lol? i actually type that fast? i dont think this is that accuarate though but still.... :)

yay got a remmy in sf!!! and it rocks btw!! ^^ you just need to be able to aim in properly and you can 1 hit k.o sprayers :) im planning to get awp and g3 via g coins some time soon so yea :D

ok, just came to the com after playing fable 2. btw, it rocks :) so apparently right, i was supossed to go to this place for a really long time(a few game years) and since i was married to a woman right, she divorced me xP i was fat also but after eating celery, i got skinny again ;D

lol, nothing to do while waiting for sf to finish the mantainence(in about 10mins :P). so yea, bye

yay lol got a xbox 360 :) can play fable(which is an adventure game where you can chose your fate-to be good or evil, man or a women and etc. you can use guns, swords and will power which is basically magic ^^) now basicially waiting to get halo 3 to play on it. that would be fun.... xP

yea yesterday was my sister's bday. happy belated e birthday! :D

lol, nothing else to post. guess will surf the net a bit before going to bed. :P

need.... more...... songs..... and...... games..... to........ play....... or....... i........ will....... be........ sooooooooo............ bored.......... during........ these.... holidays.............

oh and its dam warm here..... *dies from the heat*

i also really seem to have lost my interest in reading... its like everytime i start reading a book, i just dont have the attention span to finish reading it or continue reading it for an hour or so. in the past that would be a piece of cake. but now......

what gun do you think i should get from among these three? a remmington, an awp or a uzi? reply please! ^^

haiz.... there i was, happily playing sf then suddenly edrick and darran call me up to play drift city. so i logged out then when i went to the ijji website, it was having a website maintenance.... sianz... so now there is nothing to do.. oh and btw, i can now tap in sf :)

ok... theres nothing to do now. my three games worth playing(drift city, soldier front and gunz) are all under ijji. warcraft nothing to play. eyeshield 21 and naruto has gotten stale.... IM BORED!!

LOL!! go watch this vids! :D

http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=tRzTfgds0UI
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=49jKeGyUCJE&NR=1
http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=Qit3ALTelOo&feature=related

lol so rarely in drift city i lag right? so i checked the requriements of drift city on the ijji website and apparently i need a 1.8ghz processor(minimum btw) to play it. i only have a 1.73ghz processor though lol. anyway, im not going to change com or change processor over a game im sure to quit in at least 3-4 months :P

ok, i downloaded drift city(fianlly....) and i played it for about 2 hours. the graphics are a bit weak but other than that, its great! the pvp mode or whatever its called is good and filled with adrenalin!! :P anyway, bye..

note to self: dont go eating mc donalds at 1 in the morning. it will make you feel energetic and most likely you will stay up until 4 in the morning. :D

alright.... its the time of the holidays when i start to get bored staying at home all the time >.< sf is getting boring, maple sucks after you have played it for 4 years with breaks and i cant play drift city. i might go to playing dota for a while but eventually i would get bored of it as well... anyway, im going to continue watching eyeshield 21. i stopped at ep 60 cause i was too busy playing sf and got a bit bored of watching it. but now nothing to do so im watching it :D anyway, bye.

yea ok so iv'e been tagged by jedsdha to do a survey thing. so yea..

Rules
Number 1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves .

Number 2. People who are tagged to do this quiz and cannot refuse . Those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tag by continue this game by sending it to another person .

1. What is your favorite music?
*points at my playlist*
2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you ?
depends on how big the age difference is. any more than 10 years is like dating a different generation..
3. Which is more blessed ? Loving someone or being loved ?
being loved :D
4. List your 5 favorite things that you do.
1-Listening to songs
2-Playing soldier front
3-Reading books
4-Badminton
5-Hanging out with my friends
6. Is there anything that make you super unhappy ?
My results and the fact that i wasted 2 years of my life slacking in queenstown.
7. What makes you super happy ?
erm... does badminton count? ;D that and thrashing people in sf
8. What do you think of yourself?
A lazy bum who loves to slack and play badminton.
9. What is currently most important to you ?
Friends and family, my com, handphone and specs-without it im blind.
10. Are you in love?
Yes. With my family :)
11. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor ?
Married and poor. Happiness>$$
12. What do you like to do during your free time?
View my favourite things to do-yea i have no creativity in chosing the question. :D
13. Do you believe in love for eternity ?
Yea.
14. If you fall in love with 2 people, who will you choose?
hopefully i wouldnt get into this dilemma.
15. Who you hate most?
No one at the present.
16. Some one told you they liked you?
As in girls? not directly but yea, i know a few do.
17. If you're a prisoner , what you want most ?
Good living conditions! all in one-food, comfortable beds water and such. :P

i dont actually know who to tag so im not going to continue this tagging chain thingy. off to sf :D and yea, i dont see anything in the 2 rules saying you have to tag other so im not going to :P

hey guys. these days very boring, nothing much to post actually.

ok, on the studying side, doing ok for maths. going for maths tuition and putting in effort into the class. tmr i have tuition but havent finished the tuition hw yet. tmr in the morning have to do and not be addicted to sf again... science have to get some notes or whatever to help me. asked norbert to help me ask nick for the notes but even nick lost them >.<

in sf, im a first lieutenant and my AvD_Slacker is now a second lieutenant with ak-74. still really cant compare up to kk's or jaeme's standard though, even if im on form.

have to ask lionel for the badminton schedule or something, really boring at home. and i seriously, seriously have got to stop spamming com every day. i have got to limit myself to only 3-5 hours per day. and yea, i said only. :D otherwise, my eyesight and my results gg leh :(

ok have to go sleep now. bye all!!

Known very early in his or her childhood they were different from others
Highly intelligent
Opinionated and outspoken

Happy obession with a hobby

Intense curiosity
Bad speller

these are some symptoms of eccentricity from wikipedia. i think it fits me :P

Q: What is the most important question to ask a waiter who brings you a glass of lemonade?
A: Did you come from the kitchen or the toilet? :D

this is a photo to prove that cowboys actually do show their faces. :D

for those of you who are probably looking for a good anime to watch, try eyesheild 21. it rocks! its about some scrawny boy who becomes an americian football "ace" in a team called the deimon devil bats. anyway, go watch it! :D

yay, got an awp in sf! woots! :D

going to see mr lee on tuesday. hope that my results wouldnt be that bad. btw, do you guys really think that a maths is really that much more important than POA? your opinions will be appreciated. :D

haiz... very boring at home. the only things worth doing at home is to read books, watch tv and spam com. :D can someone please organise an outing or something? like norbert or someone? please? :D

k, 1.50am liaos. better go to sleep. night all! :P

i think im falling sick. have a bit of blocked nose and having shivers from time to time. guess its because of eating so much junk food nowadys-mc donalds, chips and chocolate.

gg...... just found out that mr lee was outside of the staff room. my mom and i went to 2c to find him when we were there but.... >.<>

Perfect-Simple Plan

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright
And you can’t change me


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’ alright


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect


‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

hey guys... today is the last day of school and the last day of being with my secondary 1 and secondary 2 classmates.. >.< so....

CY- thanks for being my friend and for lending me the spiderman comic books to read during class to kill the boredom. even though at times you irritate me, you are still one of my friend. sorry for not being that good a friend like not going to your seat when you ask me to and not following you to go somewhere.. :( anyway,good luck and hope you have a fruitful year in secondary 3! :)

Norbert- thanks for being my friend for the past two years. sorry for losing your badminton racket. i'll pay you back ASAP, by hook or by crook. and although sometimes you pangsei me etc to go with sq, you still help me and are generally my friend. thanks for trying to help me with my studies and etc. make sure to continue studying hard in secondary 3a and finally being able to achieve your ambition as a doctor! :D

Darran- darran, you annoying retard... lol JK! xD anyway, thanks for being my friend. thanks for talking to me after school to kill the boredom even though it tempts me so much to play com. remember that time when we talked on the phone for 6 hours straight? and btw, sorry for forcing you to go home with me even though you didnt like it at that time. anyway, good luck in secondary 3 and hope that you get into your class of choice! :P

Edrick- hey edrick.. even though some times you can be a little gay, thanks for being there for me when i need you. remember the time when i lost my handphone? yea, thanks for being there with me to report the incident. and also, thank for comforting me before the english exam. although i have already thanked you through my blog, im very grateful. you are indeed my true friend. good luck tomorrow in not getting to na. if not, welcome to 3d along with me. =D

haiz... everytime i say im going to study, i get on the com to slack around and play sf.... and did i mention im beginning to get addicted to sf? i guess i better hide it away somewhere out of sight so i wouldnt be tempted to play it and transfer all my songs to my phone to avoid going on the com to "listen to songs".

anyway, tomorrow is the last day of school.... kinda dreading it for two reasons. one-having to split up from the closest friends i ever had. two-getting back my report book and having the meet the parents session which involves my dad criticizing my bad results..

haiz.... screwed up my streaming year and cannot take a maths which basically screws up the chances of getting into a good college. heck, at the rate im going, i'll be lucky to get into a polytechnic, let alone a good college.. >.<

EDIT: 12.21 am now and still not asleep. another 6 hours night of sleep of me... zzz seriously better go to sleep... good night all! and btw, cool?! i listened to songs for about 1 hour?! 0.o

sian sian sian sian sian sian. why arent i sleeping? cause the stupid defragmenting programme wont finish defragmenting my hard drive..

class very boring nowadays since the exams are over. starting to enjoy reading spiderman comic books? 0.o my head hurt after reading through them. myabe cause i chionged to fast or i slept too late last night. 12am btw. 6 hours of sleep aint enough for a growing 14 year old teen. but here i am at 11.55pm posting on my blog. >.<>

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

EDIT:why the hell is this post bolded when i dont want it to be?

dont quite feel like myself these days...

someone please invite me out im very sian at home. maybe some badminton or wild wild wet or something!! :(

staying at home playing com is so boring, i have no life.

im thinking of buying cherry credits to get an awp in sf. thoughts people?

today was slacking day. played dm with darran. norbert poned school with the excuse of "not feeling well". ran 30 rounds? for punishment for not brining pe shirt today. had to go and buy a dundee tee shirt to go with edrick. slept during the briefing of the game and thus, edrick tricked me into going to the girls side. >.< owned him when i went back to the boys side. :D slacked for 2 hours plus then went to dawson before going to cornation to buy bubble tea. sent darran home before going home to play sf. quite tired now so brief post only :D

wish me luck in getting back to express after going to normal academic.

i hate my father. he keeps telling me to study and keeps scolding me for stupid random things. he also thinks that im a failure at life. just because some people are naturally lazy and arent as hardworking as nerds like my father was doesnt mean that they are stupid. and yes, he did call me stupid. he also told my youngest brother that he is going to end up like me just because he didnt want to tell him some stupid school stuff. whats more is that he dares to look at my private phone stuff when im in the room with him! if he really wants to look at my stuff, at least try to hide it right?! i know that he is doing this for my own "good" but he should be encouraging me, not putting me down like the stupid idiot he is. he should let me do what i want and be grateful that i asked for tution which means i want to study, not like last time when i poned some tutions.

EDIT: did i mention he keeps telling me to shut up and shut ups himself everytime i argue with him just because of his stupid "pride" like the big fat loser he is?

Bet On It-High School Musical 2

Everybody's always talking at me
Everybody's trying to get in my head
I wanna listen to my own heart talking
I need to count on myself instead

Did you ever?
Loose yourself to get what you want
Did you ever?
Get on a ride and wanna get off
Did you ever?
Push away the ones you should've held close
Did you ever let go?
Did you ever not know?

I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am
I'll give it all I got, that is my plan
Will I find what I lost?
You know you can
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
(Bet on me)
I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say?
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

How will I know if there's a path worth taking?
Should I question every move I make?
With all I’ve lost my heart is breaking
I don't wanna make the same mistake

Did you ever?
Doubt your dream will ever come true
Did you ever?
Blame the world and never blame you
I will never
Try to live a lie again
I don't wanna win this game if I can't play it my way

I'm not gonna stop, that's who I am
(Who I am)
I'll give it all I got, that is my plan
(That's my plan)
Will I find what I lost?
You know you can
(You know you can)
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on me

I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

Hold,hold up
Give me room to think
Bring it on down
Gotta work on my swing
Gotta do my own thing
Hold up

It's no good at all
To see yourself and not recognize your face
Out on my own, it's such a scary place

The answers are all inside of me
All I gotta do is believe

I'm not gonna stop
Not gonna stop 'til I get my shot
That's who I am, that is my plan
Will I end up on top?
You can bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it
You can bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

I wanna make it right, that is the way
To turn my life around, today is the day
Am I the type of guy who means what I say
Bet on it, bet on it
Bet on it, bet on it

You can bet on me

gotta start working again during the december holidays. just posting this to remind myself :D

hey guys. today throughout the day slacked. played dm with darran and edrick. had chinese which was basicially just looking through the paper 1 section, the letter writing and compo. have to buck up sia, i failed both of them :D

anyway, after that, the whole of sec 2 express went to thiong's cinema to watch journey to the centre of the earth. very good show in my opinion. darran, help me go hire the mountain guide ok? 5k per hour. xD

went to thiong's park to play like a bunch of kids(from edrick) with jaeme, darran and edrick. norbert went to play pool that ass. anyway, played there before hopping onto the bus to go home with darran. came back home and played sf :D created a new acc called AvD_Slacker for the clan that kenneth created :D thats all worth posting today. bye xD

got back english paper 2 today. got 49/60 or 49.5/60. cant remember which.had pe. sat there slacking watching people play captain's ball(which is gay btw) and a small game of "football". got back geog paper, got 71.5/100. i dont want to post the rest of my results :D have to start putting in effort again as my title suggests. anyway, jaeme, you got my number right? if not ask it from me during school to tell me when you are playing. i want to own you using psg :D beware... ok bye xD

heres an edited picture of edrick and darran playing maple. i got the picture from edrick's blog. thanks for posting it edrick and enjoy your toy soldier head :D

just a quick post before going to bed. i have church tmr so have to wake up early D: anyway, i ranked up in sf! :D yellow staff sergeant. now for master sergeant and then second lieutenant if im not mistaken. im going to save up for an ak-74 and decided that and remmington is not necessary since beretta is already pure ownage. owned norbert with it like 3 times :D

anyway, downloaded drift city. going to play it next week.

gonna go to sleep now i guess. already 1.10am.. bye all! :D

yea, so i got around to taking a picture of myself looking like a retard. i'm in the study/"internet cafe" room with ear phones :D took it with my phone. new specs too. should i put it up in my profile or get a new one? opinions please :D thanks in advance.

hey guys. posting on my com now! :D anyway, i now have three desires sastified. :D downloading drift city now so that i can play with an old p6 friend. hope that i enjoy and that it will kill some boredom during the holidays. didn't study today, was too lazy and busy watching naruto. i find naruto okay lah but there is a bit too much talking. >.< only on episode 20 though. pretty boring at home and such. nothing much else to post anyway so bye.. :)

might be going to 3na....... gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG gg GG

just found out i screwed the math and science paper... this holiday i seriously have to brush up on my academical results. although i couldnt concentrate during the math paper though.. anyway, off to watch anime for a while before studying chinese and science. bye. :D

i fianlly feel like myself again :D

anyway, the exams are fianlly over!! party time!! xP but i still need to study. didnt do too well for the exams... anyway, nothing else to post. bye! :D

EDIT: bored of out my mind(im not playing sf or any other games cause my com still broken... im using my bros com to post this and he doesnt have any nice games that i like) so im going to try to study my chinese. nothing worth watching on the tv too. :P bye again.

EDIT2: im training myself so that i can snap my fingers *silently wonders if this is correct grammer* anyway, end of random edit. :D

willing myself to study during december hols,
but is it too late to change?

give me time, i can change, wish me luck in 3D.

fighting insomnia right now. don't disturb.

hey guys. most of you might be wondering what happened to me before the english exam, even to the extent of not being able to concentrate on my paper. well... the thing is, these days i haven't really had much self-confidence. how could this happen you ask? well, basicially its because of the way you guys from secondary 2C act towards me.

wait.. scrap that. its the way i act in school. i have been very emo in class. actually, the time is spent analaysing things and such. anyway, what i want to say is im sorry about the way i've been acting in class. the reason why im posting this on my blog is because i can't tell you guys face to face about how i've been acting.

edrick, thanks for comforting me before the english exam and generally being my friend all along. darran and norbert, thanks for being my friends for the last 2 years. also, i know what you guys talked about outside my room. the general picture anyway. to my fellow classmates of secondary 2c, im sorry ive been acting this way. i will change the way i've been acting. thats all i want to say.

hey guys. its 12.43 now. i guess the reason why i cant sleep is because of the math exam tomorrow. yeah, im getting stressed over it and the fact that my parents actually put more pressure on me isn't helping. anyway, this blog is becomming more like a journal than a mere recording of my day events. 0.o nevermind, good night all! i'll try to go to sleep now. :D

hey guys. studying for maths exam now. sorta at least :D. anyway, good luck to all 2c pupils for the EOY exams! just wanted to say that so bye. :P

hi!!!! i just felt like posting so im posting!! bye again. xD

hi guys! :D supposed to be using the com to print out the chemistry project thing. but as usual, blogging comes first! xD

had two tests yesterday, geog test and chemistry. both very chim.... chemistry didnt study and geog studied but the things tested were from the textbook(studied from the notes) or as norbert keeps telling me, gk questions(general knowledge) -.- wasted my time studying for geog..

the day before yesterday we celebrated mr lee's birthday. we bought him two cakes from the class funds(each of us paid $2) we went to staff room to celebrate it lah yesterday was the actual day( 24 september) but we got misinformed etc. we sang him the happy birhtday song also in class etc etc

today was fine i guess, although i found out that i failed a literature test (8 marks, only two people passed), failed a chemistry test(8/25 D:) and failed my chinese ppr(43/100)... pro right.. :P these days also super tired... guess its from the exam stress or the fact that i actually get less sleep nowadays... or both. :P

nothing else to say. bye readers. :D

EDIT: oh yea, today i also did the performance test with norbert.. hope we wont get low marks.. the basic idea-our lack of pratice and props are going to fail us-too negative? hm.... anyway, the mc donalds idea was only tought about at the last mintue.. anyway, bye. :D

EDIT2: YAY!! MANAGED TO PRINT OUT THE CHEMISTRY PROJECT FROM MY LAPTOP!!! oh yea! oh yea! *dances a little jig around the place* bye again xP

chemistry chemicial formula and acids and bases is a pain in the butt to study sia... getting stressed about exams.. -.-

A lazy, undriven boy,
had parents with high expectations,
compared to genius siblings,
he looks stupid, inferior,
his parents want him to be a nerd,
eventually he will crack under the strain,
the question now is, how long can he last?

no mood to draw for tmr's lesson or to post alot of crap. tmr mr lee's birthday! gave $2 to coretta and here's wishing mr lee the kindest form teacher of 2 years a very happy early birhtday!! xD bye.

k, guys, my father is going to try to repair my laptop screen tomorrow(service centre). apparently it broke because i put my charger and stuff between the keyboard and the screen of my laptop when i brought it down back to the study room(was playing it with norbert in my room). hopefully its cheap(i doubt it will maybe around $500-$1000, might as well buy a new laptop-my laptop cost $1098) also, i can see 1/6 of the screen, not 1/8. my mistake..

anyway, today i went to keppel club to play badminton with my youngest bro and my father. very fun! :D had a great time thrashing and relieving the feelings that i get when playing badminton which keeps me addicted to it :D 5-6pm btw when we played there.

nothing else to post about actually... better go back to studying for the geog test tmr(chapters 21-26) bye all and have a great day!!! BE HAPPY :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D (inside joke with darran :D)

haiz.... hey guys... i somehow managed to crack the LCD screen of my laptop... have to repair/replace it somehow.. and it is a very big crack, the entire screen cannot see... wait correction, about 1/8 of the screen then can see.. anyway, using my bros com now. i sent an email to the acer online tech support. hopefully they will look into it on monday-wednesday if possible.. anyway, bye guys..

DARRAN"S BLOG IS ALIVE!!! FINALLY!!! OH YEA OH YEA OH YEA!!! oh and i found that work+friends=spamming com time. D: oh and my blog tio spam by daran...

okay, today was kinda okay lah.

k, today we had english and chinese composition exam lah. english was great although i forgot to sign my signature on the letter writing... >.< i wrote about what happened to trust. it was about some guy named colin(xD) who trusted his friend while stealing something. end up police catch him and his friend zhao. chinese was okay also i guess although i slept for like 30mins during the exam xP coretta even asked me if i had finished the exam. daniel told me that i could buy that table and use it to sleep :P.

after school, followed darran home as usual. then waited 1 hour for the bird to fly there(norbert to take a bus there) 1 hour... of nothing to do but talk to darran.. also some primary school kids took some rocks and threw it to where i was. one time that hit me and then i just stared at them. guess i must have looked like a pia kia cause they apologized to me. either that or they are just scared of elder people xD

went to coronation to buy fries with edrick and norbert. then went back home and spammed com! showed edrick soldier front. he played gunz for a while though but now he is a noob! long time never play already. he went home at about 7 plus and we ate dinner. so now just here posting on my blog.

btw, the props of the english skit confirm gg liaos. we no mood to do >.< maybe tomorrow i guess-hes sleeping over xD bye guys, might go listen to first date by blink 182, my blog song. but i'll listen to it on my com of course! it rocks! bye all :D

well... today was kinda okay i guess. but a bit tired here and there cause i slept at 2am last night... anyway, ima blog about what happened today.

well... today had the english performance test. slacked throughout the entire thing cause me and norbert havent made the props yet... and we might want to fine-tune the script to make it more funny and sensible. anyway, some of the other groups skits was very funny. like for example the part where joe flirted with inshirah as part of the skit. she didnt know that she was part of it i guess. and kimberly's group ah... power puff butt ah.. nuff' said.

after that had chemistry project presentation. the stupid thing is that even though i brought my own laptop, darran and i didnt get to present our project at all... nvm lah. presentation alot of pressure xP

k, math now. some teacher came in to relieve ms ang for a grand total of what? 15 mins? ms ang only came in to tell us that the last period was for chemistry project... -.-

ate lunch in school(no time chiong dawson) and went up at 2.20pm with edrick since we were among the last. and even then, the chinese oral didnt start.. was dam tired while waiting for the oral so i slept for what? 20mins? dumpty dum dum... my turn came. dam nervous. some words that i actually know ah, read it wrongly. >.<

conversation, she asked me if i read newspapers. i dont see any relavence to the passage. maybe cause my chinese sucks xD so yea, forgot about the friday weekly(xin qi wu zhou bao?) so said some crap about straits times and life paper. the examiner actually corrected me too o.0 very bad lah, in general. got prompted 3-4 times. poor darran 5-7 times. but its due to the teacher. people like chester and lionel who also got tested by the examiner got prompted alot.

i took a while to type this post cause i was talking to darran on msn and trying to edit the powerpoint presentation for chemistry. anyway, its finally finished. oh and must also ask for permission for norbert to come over tmr... nvm, bye all! :P

hey guys. with the exams comming, i guess that everyone of us is getting stressed... i myself am stressed as stated before in my other posts. anyway, im here to post about what happened today.

k, today had english oral. was pretty okay. one or two mistakes in the passage. the picture also not bad only got asked twice, including the opening one. now the conversation... gg... i got asked 4 questions. the opening question ah... had absolutely no relevance to the theme of the oral, which was sports basically. the question was, did your friends betray or did somthing bad to you before i think. i spun up some stupid tale of one of my friends stealing my pencil case or something like that. later i found out that it was another one of my classmates. then i apologized to him lah xP not that bad lah actually. considering that i actually made it at that moment. about what? 15 seconds to make it up? anyway, the rest i think was standard questions. during that conversation and part of the picture discussion was dam pressuring lah. i shook my leg like a mad man.. anyway, its also not that bad lah compared to darran... xD

now im waiting for the litmus paper to absorb the beetroot and red cabbage juice. and something stupid too that i just noticed... apparently the red cabbage is purple right? so how come its named red cabbage? maybe the person who named it was colour blind? anyway, i have to solo chiong through the project by today.. anyway bye guys. guess i better go collect some pictures and info on the net to help with powerpoint presentation tmr and then check on the limtus paper.

EDIT: YAY!!! FINALLY FINISHED THE PROJECT AT 1.30AM YAY!! *dances aroud* anyway, good night all. and i hope that the presentation can work tmr. or else my efforts will be wasted..

i took down my tagbox cause some very mature person ah... go spam ah. he tell me i start first. i spam at most 20 plus messages. he go spam me around... 500 plus times? maybe more? and im certain that he called on his friends to help him... very mature edrick.

anyway, darran came over to my house to do the chemistry project. we confirm gg liaos. the litmus paper red colour one tore and dunno go where liao. anyway, im going to try to solo do it tmr. also have to do the english shit thing... very stressed >.< anyway nothing else to say liao. bye all. EDIT: also, every small little thing, he thinks that i action/act very big. now he is trying to blackmail me into saying sorry. well, im not scared of a fat d***.

EDIT: problem resolved.

You Should Follow Christianity

You believe in the Holy Trinity, and that Jesus walked the earth as the son of God. You also believe that all people sin and that God will forgive you for your sins. Your relationship with God is very important to you. You strengthen your faith through prayer, worship, and Bible study.

What Religion Should You Be?

im already a Christian. :D

You Should Be a Doctor

You are practical, sharp, and very intuitive. Optimistic and energetic, you are a problem solver who doesn't get discouraged easily. You are also quite compassionate and caring. You make people feel hopeful. You're highly adaptable and capable. You do well with almost any curve ball life throws at you. You do best when you: - Are always learning new subjects - Use your knowledge to solve problems You would also be a good therapist or detective.

What Should You Be When You Grow Up?

er... i'll perfer to be a lawyer but a doctor or detective is okay too..

What Your Pizza Reveals

Your appetite is pretty average. You don't go overboard - but you don't deprive yourself either. You are a very picky pizza eater. Not any pizza will do. You fit in best in the Northeast part of the US. Your taste is rather complex and sophisticated. You consider yourself a gourmet - and a bit of a snob. You are generous, outgoing, and considerate with your choices. You are carefree and friendly. You should consider traveling to Hawaii. The stereotype that best fits you is stoner. You're a little wacky in the head, even if you don't touch drugs.

What Does Your Pizza Say About You?

YAY! im a stoner plus a bit crazy!! i already knew that though xP

You Are 73% Tortured Genius

You are smart. Brilliant in fact. And while it's a blessing, it's also a curse. Your head is filled with everything - grand ideas, insufferable worries, and a good deal of angst.

Are You a Tortured Genius?

im brilliant? er ok..

What Your Bed Says About You

Outward appearances are a concern of yours, but not your primary concern. You try to take care of yourself and your home, but it's not an obsession. Your life tends to be completely chaotic. You aren't a very organized person, and you tend to be slow in cleaning up messes. You are not very high maintenance in general, but you are high maintenance about a few things. In relationships, you tend to kick back and let the other person be in charge. You tend to be a dreamy, head in the clouds type of person. You think in terms of possibilities. You are a bit of a homebody, but you can also make yourself at home anywhere.

What Does Your Bed Say About You?

true..

Your Friendliness Score is 45 (Somewhat Friendly)

No one is going to accuse you of being unfriendly, but you're often of people's friendship radar. You don't really feel comfortable in social situations, and as a result, people don't feel comfortable around you. This isn't to say you're friendless. It's very likely that you have at least a couple really good friends. But only people who truly understand you can be friends with you. Everyone else thinks you don't like them. Put yourself out there a little more. Get in touch with a few acquaintances and ask them how life is going. If you make a few overtures toward people you know, you may be surprised how many friends you end up with.

How Friendly Are You?

no comment.

hey guys.... getting a bit stressed about the things i have to do.. like study 3 topics of chinese by tomorrow, practicing for maths exam, looking for science stuff to study, do the stupid chem project(i cant help procrastinating), do the preparations for the english performance test etc

anyway, i somehow managed to lose my pencil case today.. cy took it but he said that he left it on my desk. then suddenly BOOM! the pencil case grew legs and ran away while i was taking a nap during the period which was supposed to be bio.

yea, nothing much to say. better go force myself to do the chemistry and english shit tomorrow.. also better get back to studying for the chinese test on wednesday.. bye all!

this is some funny random holdiay picture in austrailia that my brother edited. enjoy! xD

When I'm Gone-Simple Plan

We're doing it.

I look around me,
But all I seem to see,
Is people going no where,
Expecting sympathy.

It's like we're going through the motions,
Of a scripted destiny.
Tell me where's our inspiration,
If life wont wait,
I guess it's up to me.

[Chorus:]
Woah!
No, we're not gonna waste another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we won't come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.

Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead (left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that won't happen to me.

[Chorus]

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
When I'm gone-

Let's go!

Won't look back,
When I say goodbye.
I'm gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what's mine tonight.
Because every wasted day becomes a wasted chance.
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it's up to you.

[Chorus]

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.

just a little note to say that the mathematics tutor questions are hard... like for example, to find the height of the pyramid have to use Pythagoras Theorem right? well, the unknown thing cannot be square rooted! have to wait until the end then times and correct it to 3 significant figures.. man... i sound like a nerd saying this... >.<

today, we got back geography test marks. got 18/5/25-a2 not bad actually but the hacker norbert over here got 19/25 and zhiong chocolate. half a mark away from chocolate heaven.... sian.

anyway, darran, norbert and i took 186 to grace's house in an attempt to stalk her. but nooooooooooo, she had to go home just when we left.... anyway, the guard ah. dam what... scold darran for shuffling and spreading the water on the ground. it actually helps the water to evaporate faster... p4 science much? darran even talked back to the guard.. so brave :D

well... norbert came over to my house to do the english performance test thing. we didn't accomplish much. in fact, we spammed soldier front alot xD now very sian.. might go and play sf ahgain but will use a sniper account this time instead of an m16-norbert's account. well, nothing else to post about. bye all. :D

EDIT: came back from sending norbert home in a cab. it took like what? 30mins to actually get one. and when we eventually got one, it was through booking(norbert's mom booked it for him). we tried to get one before via booking but the booking ah... make me hold so long(norbert didn't want to talk to the service person) and when they fianlly got back to me. they say that there was no cabs nearby. good luck finding a cab when you already waited 30 mins for one. and when i was booking ah, 3 cabs came by. but noooo, i scared pai sei when book cab that time come and no one there... yea, anway, better go to sleep soon. dam tired. guess thats what you get for sleeping only 6 hours for the past school week xD k, bye guys.

its 11.50pm and i don't feel like going to sleep yet. i dunno why though, these days i've been sleeping at around 11-12pm. bored. wish exams were over then can play
soldier front. i miss my noob cannon. i miss my psg1. i miss my m16. lol.... lalalala i'm a hell of a scandal... im the best
damn thing that your eyes have ever seen... yea, i'm listening to the best damn thing by avril lavigne. k.... i think i'm going to surf the net a bit more then go to sleep. bye all.

Breathing-YellowCard

Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you're next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of they have filled me up with doubt

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
I can feel you breathing (your breathing)
It's keeping (keeping) me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating (its beating)
Sinking (sinking) like a weight

How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
I can feel you breathing (your breathing)
It's keeping (keeping) me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating (its beating)
Sinking (sinking) like a weight

Today after school, i went to thiong with darran and norbert. bought a math assessment book to revise for EOY. also went to eat mcdonalds. and the stupid counter lady got hearing problem. i say i want a double cheeseburger meal and she gives me a chicken nugget meal.. darran also say he wanted a pepsi/coke then he got a coke/pepsi (forgot which one)

after that, went to the bus stop. darran and i held norbert back from taking 195 home and took 33 back to queenstown just to find out that we just missed 186-we wanted to stalk grace back on the bus. cabbed to her house there and amazingly, we actually managed to catch up with her at the bus stop where she stops. lucky us :D anyway, stalked her to her house. pestered her, pulled down her hair by taking away the head band, etc. then went to darran's house. darran went home, norbert cabbed back from there, i drank a 7-up before going home. went home, darran called me. talked for about an hour before lying to him saying i had to go to take a nap.darran if you read this, i lied. A HEE HEE HEE A HOO HOO HOO!

k, bye all. better go back to doing the queensway math paper.

EDIT: When I'm gone by Simple Plan is nice! WOOOOAAAAAAAAAHHH WOOAH!! xD just fyi, i like the band Simple Plan the most. they have songs for every thing lah. eg: your love is a lie, im just a kid, shut up, grow up, welcome to my life etc

As exams draw nearer and nearer,
Students get more stressed, much stress..

EDIT: oh and did i mention that i hate doing chemical equations of chemistry..

EDIT2: gah, i seem to have lost my writing ability. i cant think how the hell to write the script for the english performance test(yup, norbert and i are waaaaaaaay behind time)

Welcome To My Life-Simple Plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life