although we dread the new school year, although we dread seeing the school again, although we dread studying for tests and such, it is inevitable, no matter how much we try to run away from it.....

christmas has gotten boring. when i was like 7-8 years old, i would always look forward to the toys i was certain that i would receieve. now, all i got was a t shirt, cologne(like wtf?!) and an ang pao from my parents. haiz.... anyway, now its very boring at home. nothing to do etc etc. bye....

EDIT: anyway, Merry Christmas to all.

great..... i think i have gotten bored of soldier front..... -.- theres nothing to do now except probably continue watching some old animes that i had lost interest in. haizzz..... yea i know, pointless post :D

SOMEONE just cant keep his nasty comments to himself...

dced, dont feel like playing anymore, called my mom, no responce, will ask her when she gets back, forgot to ask her last night.

great, being at bored at home sucks. suddenly wishing i could be at school. man, how whacked is that... and also my headphone is dying. like sometimes the right side cant work and i can only hear the left side. great..

Firewater-YellowCard

You sat me down beside myself
To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
Was this for real? It's hard to tell
'Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into

I'm gonna overcome this paper heart can't win this time
And all along, I should've known this wasn't your dream, it was mine
I know you wanted me to give up this life to be
Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in
I was never good at goodbye

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So, this brain in my head
Can forget your face

When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt
You were the finest thing to happen to a boy like me
It's so much harder, now, I wanna try and tell you how
There is so much love in me, even though it's hard to see
I was never good at goodbye

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So, this brain in my head
Can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead
Then make more mistakes

Today I couldn't stay awake
Feels like I'm drowning in this firewater lake
I won't be sleeping much tonight
It's not the same without you lying by my side
Right beside me

Can I swallow this bottle whole?
So, this brain in my head
Can forget your face
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
'Cause I'd rather be dead
Than make more mistakes

I know you wanted me
To give up my life to be
Everything I am, when you're the
Only thing that I can see
I'm sorry, but you're not the
Not the only one for me

(So this brain in my head can forget your face)

You left me, here, beside myself
Left me with all the reasons I was wrong for you.

ARGH!!!! guess what? i was just starting a tapped 2v2 tdm with jaeme, jaeme's sis and kk then suddenly.. BOOM tio dc. turns out that sf has a patch and will only end at 11pm.... haiz..... nothing to do for 6hours and 10mins!! sian....

my school books are arriving on 19 december, im going to buy my school uniforms tomorrow and Christmas is comming soon. in short, school is starting..... haiz... the holidays flew by so fast and i havent even did my chinese homework(read a chinese book and do a worksheet on it but i lost both of them xP, better go find them later) i also need to start packing my bag with the books, pencil case, files etc soon to prepare for the new school year. i also cant even start to imagine what next year is going to be like with a pai kia class.... should have studied hard this year... >.<

anyway, better start paying attention and doing the work assigned to me next year.. :P bye all, nothing else to post. just came here to post for fun and since theres nothing better to do now...

1) What was the most embarassing thing you ever did? why would i post an embrassing thing i did on my blog? xP
2) Have you gave your first kiss away? too young for kisses lol
3) Who is/are the person/people you trust the most? family and friends.
4) Do you think you have enough confidence? sometimes yes sometimes no.
5) If you can have 1 dream to come true, what will it be? to have more confidence? xP
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after it rains? i guess...
7) What are you afraid to lose most now? my com! or else i would be bored for the rest of the holidays! :D
8) Do you believe in eternity love? dunno
9) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? depends...
10) List out three good points about the person who tagged you. Funny, Smart, A good friend.
11) What are the requirements that you wish from your other self? What other self? 0.o
12) What type of person do you hate the most? Verbel bullies i guess...
13) What is your ambition? maybe a game programmer? i dunno
14) If you have a fault, would you rather people around you point it out, or?
Depending on the fault and my mood. :P
15) What do you think is the most important things in your life? Family, My friends, badminton, games.
16) Do you find it a need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no.....
17) At the point of time, would you rather stay in your comfort zone, or try something new? what do you mean by the point of time? 0.o
18) What kinda friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes? Kind, helpful, loyal xP
19) If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change? Laziness?
20) if you had a wish to make, what would it be? why does this quiz have such... personal questions and what not.

tagged by edrick.(not doing the other quiz since its similiar to the one i already did.)
people to be tagged: jedsdha :)

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lol? i actually type that fast? i dont think this is that accuarate though but still.... :)