YES!!!! FINALLY GOT MY GAK!!!! IT WAS A LONG TIME IN THE RUNNING AND I FINALLY GOT IT!!!! YES!!!! :D:D::D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D



Okay fine, it's as accurate, if not more, than the ak. It rocks! It's as light as a m4 with ak damage and recoil!! YAY ME!! :D

Hi all. Well, I'm not really in the mood for blogging, hence the proper captiliazation of letters so I'll make this quick.

Okay, so yesterday I went for a badminton clinic at Jurong East Sports hall. It was on the programme thingy which I will not name for various reasons. Pretty fun since I was the best youth there. So I basicially trashed every other person my age. I even vsed an adult who was taking care of us and got thrashed due to inexprience. xD Had warmup, one of the adults taking care of us gave us training there. He trained us on lobbing(high ball) and lifting(forearm and backhand). Yea, that pretty much sums up the trip. Nothing much to say.

So today, I went to the zoo. Visited lots of animals and I even went to the snakes enclosure even though I have a fear of snakes. So proud of myself. :P Was a bit scared of the rattlesnake due to the sound of it's rattle. Visited this polar bear exhibit where they fed the polar bears. Tried to watch the show The Rain-Forest fights back but due to weather conditions, the show was cancelled. Saw otters, parrots, ocelot, the sun bear, penguins, sea lions, manatees, lions, white tigers etc. Overall it was fun but I prefered the badminton. :D Pictures will be uploaded on Monday as my phone ran out battery and I have to ask one of my friends at the programme to send me the pictures.

Lastly, I baked cinabons with my mother on sunday. It's damn nice I tell you! With the brown sugar cum butter filling. It had pecan nuts to inside it. :D Here are the pictures. Yea, I know my blog has a lack of pictures so I'm going to upload them to spice up my blog. Nevermind, got the photos online. Turns out that mozilla firefox was lagging lol. :D






Yea, pretty brief post aye. Well, that's all to post about. Ciao.

EDIT Lol, I forgot to mention the fries at Burger Shack. It's a place near my house which sells burgers and stuff. Well, basicially everyday I buy a pack of fries there. It's very nice I tell you. Everyday I at least buy a pack except on Mondays when it is closed. I highly recommend it. Well, ciao again! :D

Song pick of the week

Broken Road-12 Stones

Time, moves slowly while you're gone
I haven't heard your voice in quite some time
But I still see your face
I cannot erase the things you've done
And all the ways you kept me hangin' on

Now your gone
I've moved on
And I don't feel so sorry
Can't you see I'm bleeding
But I won't bleed anymore
I've held on
For so long
But I had to let you go
At the end of our broken road

I know, it hurts to hear the truth
Well maybe
I was never meant to be with you
And I cannot replace
The tears of disgrace
That run for you
Cause running from the truth is what you do

Now your gone
I've moved on
And I don't feel so sorry
Can't you see I'm bleeding
But I won't bleed anymore
I've held on
For so long
But I had to let you go
At the end of our broken road

You were all I've ever known
And I cannot replace all these tears of disgrace
And I won't bleed for you anymore

Now your gone
I've moved on
And I don't feel so sorry
Can't you see I'm bleeding
But I won't bleed anymore
I've held on
For so long
But I had to let you go
At the end of our broken road

And I won't bleed for you anymore
I've moved on
And I won't bleed for you anymore
I'm bleeding but I won't bleed anymore

I've held on
For so long
At the end of our broken road

i learned how to make horses turn this week. pretty easy, just pull the side of the reins that you want to turn to(left or right) and leave the other one straight and the horse will turn in that direction. also, we played some mini games with the horse like getting a string and threading it will these marcoroni-shaped things. really nothing to blog about until the 16 and 17 of december when i have a badminton clinic and a trip to the zoo so look out for that post readers! :P

just here cause i'm dead bored. nothing much to post except on what i did on wednesday. yea so in the morning i went to do some horse riding. pretty easy since they only taught us how to make the horse move and stop. no steering which we are going to do next week. fyi, to make a horse move you say "walk on" and kick the horse's stomach with the back of your heel and to make them stop you say "woah" and pull the reins. so basicially i was the last one to get on a horse. got the last horse which is the only black horse. its name is rama. weird name right? sounds like ramly burger. probably gonna bring some carrots or sugar for the horse to eat on monday which is the next session. anyway, we just did some exercises with the horse which involved me stretching out with my hands and putting my hands on my hips and my head and such.

in the afternoon we went to the land transport authority place for a guided tour. nothing much to post about this since i didn't listen and didn't take pictures. my favourite part was the challenge centre which allowed some control on what the pre-recorded voice informed us about. only the order since they will just tell us everything about all the choices. also, there was this cool thing where the doors to the next section showed a clip like a mrt door's opening and such. forgot the other one. -.- so basically reached home at 4 plus.

bought a book called max from the maximum ride series. pretty good. about people with avian dna grafted in them and them battling erasers which are basically people with wolf dna grafted into them. cool right? the plot to me is a bit unpredictable which is okay but if a book has no plot like twilight then i don't like it. also, i don't like books which have weird names for places such as alagesia and dus'blah blah blah like from eragon. just saying. well, that's all to post about. ciao.

oh and i'm gonna be so dead for maths tuition tomorrow since i forgot what homework the tutor assigned. he doesn't give me a book where he puts the homework and etc down on. man i'm so bored.

Conflicting feelings.

just leaving this blog dead here for memories sake.

just a little note that i dont be on soldier front for until the start of term 4.

just here doing a random post of the day. nothing to talk about actually except that i went to darran's party yesterday. just sat and watched anime for most of it. ate some bacon and such. yea, i really have nothing to say at all.

i mean it this time. the blog is going to be left dead due to serious lack of things to post about. 260 posts in all. R.I.P www.daemoblog.blogspot.com LOL like so drama right? :P

facebook password long since resetted and email not recieved. in other words, my facebook account is dead.

crap, nearly half of the songs in my playlist can't be played. alternative linking songs time. actually, i can't really be bothered to do it. waste of my time.

i myself am unsure wheter i still like you or not or the strength of my feelings for you

look, you don't want this to turn out the way it did the last time right? trust me, this isn't easy for me as well.

playing online games at sites like notdoppler and miniclip is kinda fun when you have no mood to play mmos.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E_cCABSFDQM

i certainly don't enjoy doing this. still can't believe i actually like the chris daughtry song and my blog song.

You Are the Anti-Jerk

You're so sweet, no one would ever consider you a jerk. When it comes to deciding what to do, you always think about everyone else first. There's nothing wrong with going the extra mile, as long as you don't let others take advantage of you. Make sure you avoid jerks who will take advantage of your kindness. Be selective about who you're generous toward.

Are You a Jerk?

i beg to differ

still unsure of whether i should move on and focus on improving my life or to return her feelings.

it's not that i don't care. i have other matters to take care of right now. want an example? my crappy results. fyi, i failed every subject. want another one? me sleeping at like 6-10am every morning and waking up at 4-5pm. i need to get my life in order. this might sound a bit jerkish. sorry.

the guitar playing of my blog song from 2:09 to 2:15 is damn nice

due to lack of things worth posting and lack of good bands and songs to update on my playlist, i'm going to leave this blog dead. i may come back to update it when i feel like it. not gonna delete it though.

just fyi, i don't mean every single thing in the lyrics of the songs that i listen to. nobody does.

note to self : DO NOT GAME AFTER 12 MIDNIGHT... -.- really love my lack of self control. sidenote: i would have been in bed by 3-4 had i not gamed. felt a bit tired at around 3am. just to make it clear, i'm blaming myself, not anyone else.

Alone and lonely boy,
When will you ever socialise,
Stop being a nerd.

A simple haiku i made.

You Are Blue

You are a philosophical and often inspired person. You are the master of ideas. You are open to many points of view. You believe that it's important to communicate and not judge. You have a worldly perspective, and you're always looking to broaden it. You are a true people person, but you also value your solitude and personal space.

What Primary Color Are You?

oddly enough i perfer red.

As school looms closer and closer, the temptation to do an all nighter increases.

just worried that if i get this special attention 24/7 i might actually become some sort of self-important jerk rather than being kind and considerate. you guys might be aware of this though already. that and i won't be able to adjust my sleeping schedule to that of singapore.

first to rise, first to retire.

my path forward is clear.

74 words

Typingtest

took this test again. not much of an improvement but still good enough considering 1 word per second is extreamly fast.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w6uKjLITc0o - an old song from the good ol' nanyang days. sure bring back memories. tried to put it on my playlist but the only copy of the song that they had couldn't work. D: i can't stop listening to it... great.

Hm... okay, here to do a post about the taiwan holiday that I'm having right now. Sorry if it isn't very detailed, its been a while since I did one of these day by day posts. This might be a bit too lengthy a.k.a wall of text so please bear with me here. By the way, sorry for the delay. :( *cracks knuckles* ok. get ready for a 100 page story. :O

yea so woke up on last last friday to go hop onto the plane at about 9 plus. finished repacking my stuff which almost everything was books. waited for a while for the strech limo taxi thing. reached at airport and walked around. we went to a mini bookstore place to get my book, "Final Theory". went to this ice cream galato place to get a vanilla ice cream to eat my favourite flavour of ice-cream :D then basicially waited at the airport.... erm... gate at which where our plane had docked? at. boarded the plane yadda yadda yadda. tried to watch bolt on the plane but honestly, erm... i didn't find it interesting. :O no offence. watched spy kids and slept for like 2 hours on the plane.

after we landed, we got our luagge then found our driver. my eagle eyes spotted the driver holding up the card which read "mrs tan". then took an hour long drive to my father's apartment. waited for him to come back with the key then went out for dinner at shabu shabu, chinese version of a japanese resurant. we basicially had to order loads of food to eat then boil it in a pot of water, buffet style.

erm... the next few day's trips i can't really recall. so i'll just skip to one where i can remember the actual details :P

so basicially we hired a taxi driver for the whole day for about $500 singapore dollars. expensive right? but the taxi was comfortable so it was worth it anyway. yea so we went to this erm.... buddist temple. was kinda boring actually, nothing to do except look at huge statues of dudes with four heads weilding a vary of items such as a sword, a banjo? and erm... a structure of some sort if memory serves. told you my memory was shacky. anyway, we hopped back into the taxi and went to a wine facotry i think. i read final theory for a while and looked around at the stalls around there which sold ice cream and chicken legs. at least it looked like chicken legs from the picture :O

after that we went to a lake. basicially we just walked down on the little path there made out of wood. kinda like a bridge. we enjoyed the fresh air and the crickets's kinda annoying sounds. wasn't that bad actually. hopped back into the taxi and went to eat lunch at macdonald, a.k.a mai dang lao in chinese. had a double cheese burger meal with sprite. btw, the order might not be excatly correct :P

er then we went back to taiwan or wherever the place my father's apartment is. take note that the trips took quite a lot of time( 1 hour driving from the apartment to the first destination). anyway, we ate at a artichect's resuartant according to my dad. pretty uniquely designed. it was designed like a cave thing and it even had a little pool thing at the bottom. the food was pretty cultural as in chinese taiwan food. i wasn't used to the food there so i didn't eat much. the soup was good though :)

after that we went to this night market place. a woman's place (sterotyping ftw!!) to shop at, nothing interesting for us guys. the guys (2 bros+me+dad) and girls (sister+mom+grandmother) split up for obvious reasons. we basicially strolled around and glanced around the shops. bought nothing though. at about 9-10+ we met up at mai dan lao for the driver to pick us up. so then we went back home.

the rest of the days basicially consisted of staying at home spamming computer like addicts, going out to eat meals and going out to this other night market. nothing interesting there though.

k, probably going to fourm/watch eyeshield. and on a last note, <3 When I'm with you-Faber Drive! :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvjZ6VkLuCM nuff' said.

theres just too much things that i have to work on right now that im really scared of the workload that i need to be done and that makes me scared of what to start on

things that i need to do
-figure out what the hell im going to do about her when she is so far away and im not even sure what my feelings for her are now(sometimes im interested in her, sometimes im not)
- my crappy results
-my negativity about things and my low self-esteem
-my freakin' pride that doesn't let me admit a mistake and learn from it and ask for help
-my attention seekiness
-my extreamlly good socializing skills
-my extreame sensativity to everything
-my computer and internet game addiction
-my inability to keep promises
-my childiness
-my stubborness
-my ..... something forgot it. ill post it tomorrow if i can remember it.

oh and btw, even if i take a step to improve any of this, if i don't get results soon, i will just get disheartened and just revert back to my loser self that i am now. totally great isn't it? or i will just stop praticing them and etc. im just not diligent enough.

im really bored right now but i dont really have the mood to do a proper post on what has been going on here in taiwan. nothing much to post anyway other than going out to eat meals; going out to some buddist temple, some wine factory, a wonderful lake and 2 night markets. nothing spectacular.

btw, have i mentioned how great apple chips taste? so crunchy and sweet.

If you enjoyed your primary school years, you'll do it.
If you have nothing else to do, you'll do it.
If you're here to read the questions/answers and pretend to hate to do it, deep down you'll still do it.

This tag is so fun because the answers can go on and on.
Read if you miss your PRIMARY school years.

1) Which school did you go to?
Nanyang Primary School

2) What classes were you in?
1j, 2j, 3b, 4j, 5a, 6a

3) What was/were your favourite lesson(s)?
english/maths

4) If you could remember, what time was your recess?
9-10+

5) List down your favourite food/snacks.
the char siew rice. pretz and iced ribena

Style

1) Did you have a nickname way back in primary school?
col and colinator back in primary 4

2) How did you wear your socks?
long socks.

3) Have you been suspended due to the way you put on your uniform?
nope.

4) Were you given plenty of reminders about your appearance?
only once or twice. i was a good boy then.

5) Who did you look up to when you were in primary school?
my p6 form teacher

Punishment

1) Name one memorable scene where you were punished in front of the whole class.
PRIMARY 4. Madam Lai men or something(p4 form teacher). always went rambling on about how we made her blood pressure higher. I hated her.

2) How many times did you skip class? What were you doing?
1 time in secondary school. hiding in the toilet :O

3) Give one scene where you escaped from being caught/punished.
none that i can remember

4) Did you vandalize any school property?
tables and this grand stairway thing. i put my foot there and some teacher caught me for it. -.-

5) Did you ever make any teacher cry?
no.

6) Who was your favourite teacher?
mrs tan.

7) Describe your DM.
mr ting. strict guy who almost always caught me for getting in trouble. funny in class though.

8) Who was the funniest/weirdest/loudest teacher?
mrs tan.

Social Circle

1) Were you popular back then?
in my p6 class.

2) Were you in a big group of boys/girls or small ones?
almost all of the boys, only a one or two girls.

3) Who were your good friends?
jedsdha, sean, alex, zi qian

4) Did you and your friends have nicknames?
not that i remember

5) What were your favourite memories of you and your friends?
hanging out in class after exams playing duel masters, playing "m.c" back in primary 4.

Co-curricular Activities

1) What type of CCA were you in?
badminton

2) What did you have to bring to your CCA?
racket, pe attire, skills

3) What did your CCA required you to do?
hit a shuttlecock around

4) Got injured?
i didn't go for cca then since it wasn't compulsory. xD

Crushes/Lovers

1) Who was your first crush?
first real crush in p6.(others were i just found them attractive, maybe thought about them for a very little while) not going to state her name.

2) Are you in good terms with your last crush?
er, not really. shes in a different class.(secondary school)

3) Did you ever had a relationship with anyone in your primary school?
no.

4) Have you ever made out in school?
being an asian sucks that way.

Closing Ceremony

1) How did primary school change you?
the question should say how did secondary school change me for it to be applicable. but i guess it made me more confident and such.

2) Sing one verse of your school song.
wo men blah blah blah yadda yadda yadda

3) What was your favourite question?
what? (no, i understand the question, that really was my favourite question. -.-)

4) Who/what will you remember from your primary school?
friends, teachers.

5) Any memories you will not forget.
primary 5 camp, hanging out with my friends. my primary school memories are pretty foggy. :O

is there some sort of unwritten rule which states that once a boy and a girl likes each other they automaticially have to go out?

in taiwan right now posting :) kinda boring even though i brought my laptop along since SF ip blocked players from taiwan. -.- and yea, we are staying at my father's apartment where he installed a wireless network for us to use so thats how im getting internet right now.

btw, my headphone just broke. one side cant hear while the other can. apparently its less than a year old so the life span of it is pretty short. -.- now i have to listen to songs without my nice headphones and probably have to play SF without them for a while when i get back to singapore. will probably make me feel deaf and thus, make my performance in it degrade. D:

bah, i guess im going to fourm a bit before going to read a book that i bought back in changi airport called Final Theory. ciaos.

btw, im trying to google left 4 dead online but all i can find is some lame demo. gah!!! going to be so bored at taiwan without any games to play since we are probably going to be home for like 60, maybe 70% of the time here. i brought books to read and to study but i doubt that would occupy my time much. -.- nvm... just found a site with the required specs and apparently i need to upgrade my video card. damn the lame intel graphics media accelator 950!!(geek mode activated)

going off to taiwan for the next 3 weeks or so. hopefully it will be more exciting then what im anticipating right now. :)

i knew i had a time limit to push up my grades. if i did not see an improvement in my grades in the mid years, i would revert back to my old heck care self. what i did not figure out was that the knowledge of that would put extra stress on me to improve and thus, led to the most epic deprovement of my grades ever. great going colin.

ignoring verbel bullies is the best way to avoid conflict with them <3

whoo hoo!! finally a majour in SF :)

lack of stress makes anyone argumentative, especially when they play violent games.

it really is true. my pride is the number one thing i treasure.

bah i cant wait for my avd_lagger to rank up to majour. just 13k more exp xD

i guess its time to take another day off from using the computer if it lifts my spirit so much.

yay!!! my sleep pattern is totally screwed up :D (this was posted at 4.30am :3)

btw, i really, really love my crappy results.

when will everything go back to the way it was back in the fantastic days of primary school...?

seriously wondering who is the anon and parserby who tagged at my blog... hm..

great.... its 3am on a sunday night and i still can't go to sleep.... somemore tomorrow i have to stay back until 3pm for school assembly and after that i have to play badminton with my father. -.- seriously can't wait for the june holidays so i can take a break from school... haiz

bah back to boring old school tomorrow...

lol i got a black high-fi set. :D now i can listen to songs on it via cd and tumbdrive. my crusier tumbdrive isn't compatitible with it though so i guess i need to get a different brand of tumbdrive. sadist!! :P anyway, it has a remote to it so i don't need to go up to it and fiddle around with the buttons. apparently it also has an alarm clock which can play my favourite songs to wake me up but i can already do that with my phone -.-

bah. now waiting for the manual patch for maple to hurry up and download so that i can be a junior for darran for his maple family. kinda sounds like a guild/clan/crew to me but who cares anyway.

Me, You and my Medication- Boys like Girls

Found my way to the highway I don't wanna tell you the state Im in
I've had too much to smoke too much to drink where have I been
It feels like the stars are getting closer and the sky is closing in
And I don't know where to begin

We're all looking for something
To take away the pain

Me and you and my medication
(Making the best of it)
Love is just a chemical creation
(Will it be permanent?)
Synthetic sensation
Me you and my medication

The way back to the right track maybe you can help me find the door
Is it too much to ask, too much too fast, too much to ignore
It feels like your bodys getting closer but you seem so far away
Medicine make it ok

We're all looking for someone
To take away the pain

Me and you and my medication
(Making the best of it)
Love is just a chemical creation
(Will it be permanent?)
Synthetic sensation
Me you and my medication

Can you feel it?
Do you feel it?
Coming down
You gotta get up
Can you get up
Off the ground
Can you hear it?
Can you hear me screaming?
Can you feel it?
Do you feel it?
Coming down
You gotta get up
Can you get up
Off the ground
I wanna hear it
Wanna hear you breathing

Were all addicted to something
That takes away the pain

Me and you and my medication
(Making the best of it)
Love is just a chemical creation
(Will it be permanent?)
Synthetic sensation
Me you and my medication

honestly my perfomance in things matters a whole lot more to me alot than socialising.

i guess i shouldn't sleep so much and read harry potter books if it makes me more pessimistic and makes me think like the way i used to.

lol.. im going to turn this blog into sf blog due to lack of things to post. anyways, desperado totally owns man! :D it has a much better takeout time than remmy, it reloads all of its bullets at once, lighter and its semi auto! the perfect secondary weapon XD the only fault that i can see with it is that it is a bit weak at mid range though(takes about 2 shots from there) but other than that... its damn freaking owerpowered lol. also my quickscope skills may degrade now that i have desperado though. now the only gun i want is golden ak :D going to surf the net for a while before going to bed.

getting way too addicted to playing soldier front. cant wait for desperado to come out and neo shang :D

being sick at home is boring but school is so much more worse than home... -.-

You Would Be a Crafty Superhero

You are naturally curious and even a bit of a snoop. You like to have dirt on everyone - both enemies and friends. You need a lot of freedom in your life. You like to do your own thing, and you don't fit into any normal mold. You understand people quite well and often know what others are thinking. Because of this, you can get people to do what you want. You are a shapeshifter who fits in with almost any group. You can get along with anyone. You're quite flexible. You are a true intellectual. You are thirsty for knowledge, and you are curious about the world.

What Kind of Superhero Would You Be?

woots! gotta love coldplay, a new band that i found. :D

lets see how badly i do for the MYEs... -.-

Grey skies clouding up the things we used to see with wide eyes
Maybe everything was meant to be this way
Will it ever change
Or are we stuck here on our own

Chorus

It's all gone grey
It's all gone grey

I found telling you the truth the hardest thing to get out
I know it wasn't you that made me feel this way
Will it ever change
Or are we stuck here on our own.

And give it one more try
I don't know if I would stay
I feel so much better now
And baby begging me
Will leave you so empty inside
So you shouldn't even try

I know every last regret inside of me is my own
The way I hold them close has made me be this way
I will never change
I know I'm stuck here on my own, my own

Given one more try
I don't know if I would stay
I feel so much better now
Where did we go wrong
I know you still hold on to me
But it's time that you let go
I gave you things I had
That I could not get back again
But I'm better off alone

Chorus
It's all gone grey
It's all gone grey
It's all gone grey

strangely i don't feel tired even though i slept for maybe a grand total of 1 hour last night. 0.o

EDIT: nvm, just took a freakin' long 6 hour nap. -.- oh and flunking exams is soooooo fun.

EDIT2: life seriously is boring. and 15 more mins to my birthday. whoop de doop.

EDIT3: cool. im 15.

completely lost the will to change, nothing can save me now

completely lost all motivation for studying and playing well in soldier front. gah... just where can i get the motivation from..... -.-

whoo hoo... sf has gotten boring so i went back to playing gunz. trying to learn double butterfly and half step now. half step is kinda weird and i can do double butterfly sometimes but i cant link it together and do it fluently yet. :P anyway, im probably only be getting back my passion for soldier front when they release desperado so i can use it :D

yea, so im trying to do my phsyics now. it aint that bad.. :D i just have to refer to my textbook and memorize every damn shit in it. have to completely revise every single topic even though i can do most of the questions on the pratice exam paper that mr ng gave us.. 0.o my light is espicially weak. you can blame in on the weak foundation the sec 1 and 2 physics teacher(forgot the name) gave us. :P

procrastination and arrogance will really be two of my biggest downfalls..

getting the hang of poa. now its only maths, chemistry, f&n and literature im worried for. grats to myself -.-

You Should Light a Lavender Candle

You are sensitive yet resilient. You are spiritual and emotional, but you aren't fragile. In your group of friends, you are the intuitive one. You understand and empathize with others. You're the type of person who appreciates beauty. You see can see hope and potential. You genuinely kind and nurturing. You don't like conflict or chaos. You only want peace.

What Scent Candle Should You Light?

You Are a Jaguar

You have a knack for reforming, balancing, and even healing people. You see the good in everyone, and you help bad people learn to be better. Even though you connect to people, you can't help but feel separate from everyone else. You often feel like you are on the outside looking in, even with your closest family members and friends.

What Big Cat Are You?



btw, just got a david archuleta cd. its quite good and so far my new favourite songs from it are you can, desperate and dont let go.

haiz.... totally gg for exams liaos... i dont have the will, discipline or material to get myself to work.. gg, wish me luck in 4na... also, i seemed to have formed a mental block for poa. its like everytimei learn something, i forget it. or when i try to do poa, i forget everything im taught. curse my laziness... and i need new bands ASAP!!!

i was right. i flunked the chemistry test. still have to study my chemistry, maths, physics, food and nutrition, literature, principles of accounts(damn worried for this one) and chinese(worried for this one too). haiz... i bet i also failed the literature test today. totally forgot about the test today. my memory seems to be failing me lately...

anyway, these days i have been sleeping alot in class. have to start sleeping at 10.30pm and stop playing computer games... -.- anyway, monday we had to stay back until 4 plus for the assembly. damn pro right? assembly is supposed to end at 2.50pm but the programme dragged on until 3.30... then after that still have to stay back until 4.15 for the camp briefing. wanna hear the proest part? the camp person said he will make us stay back for 15mins but he made us stay back for 30 mins!! double the time!! -.- damn pro sia....

in soldier front, i want my deserpado. it looks so cool. its like a pimped up version of remmy and belli combined(a semi-auto 1 hit k-o light shotgun. my kind of weapon :D) cant wait for it to come out in the weapon store.

better get back to revising my F&N. ciao

EDIT: just found this picture while on a "mini-break" its quite funny xD http://www.vgcats.com/comics/images/070524.jpg

haiz... tomorrow school again... SIANZ... also have to start studying for mid-years if i dont want to flunk it.

so far, the new guns that i bought are the sig, the mp7, the m249 and type 89. the sig is not bad(very balanced state wise), the m249 is not bad at close range but sucks at mid-far range, the mp7 is a weakened uzi and the type 89 is not bad ethier although it gets owned up close by fast rof guns.

better continue with my physics homework.(just here to revive my recently undeleted blog)

hey cool... i undeleted my blog...

Over You- Chris Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

i seriously have to revise my literature+ principle of accounts work otherwise i would really forget everything that i have learnt, especially the double entries thing. i also have to go to thiong tomorrow to go and get a new wallet. btw, does anyone know how to get a new ez-link card? 0.o

anyway, today i cooked some almond cookies and some tiramisu pudding thing. the tiramisu had some coffee in it and as a result, i didn't like it. :D i never really did like the taste of coffee xP oh and the packaged chicken rice in school doesn't have cucumbers anymore. scammers!


72 words

Typing Test

just did this typing test thing again. i told you these things weren't accuarate. from 57 jump to 72... :P

shit lah..... i didn't bring back my school file and all of my POA notes+ my english worksheet are in it so i can't do my homework nor study for tomorrow's POA test.... -.-

i'm finally over you, but thanks for making me the old caring person i was back in primary school...

wah sian lah... lost my wallet.... -.- have to go and ask my dad to cancel the giro-linked ez-link card in it. tomorrow going to thiong with edrick to buy a new wallet. hopefully i can get a good one rather than a velcro stripped one(the primary school kind... -.-) also lost $20-25.... -.-

i changed my blogskin. looks much better than my old childish spiderman skin. and the best part is i don't have to revert to the classic blogger to use it. i don't have to get a headache over the html code thing :D thanks jed! :) the bad part is that i have to move my songs to the bottom though. apparently i cant add gadets to the top of my blog. sad. btw, im a captain in SF now. :D

hey.

so far collected like $222 according to my siblings. not bad lah actually but this CNY seems very short. i mean, we are going back to school tomorrow while my lucky primary school brother gets one more day off. but of course hes going to spend it having tuition. :D

haiz, tomorrow have chinese test. i tried studying it but... i cant absorb anything into my brain. its like my brain rejects any chinese thing. the only times where i can absorb chinese related things is when im actually interested in it. but as for now.... no need to say lah.

sorry for everything... :(

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone   You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
Looked down on
Death
Disappointment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

just 4k more exp to captain.... I WANNA BE CAPTAIN NOW LIKE BERT :D

EDIT: now damn bored, just waiting for naruto videos to finish loading so i can watch them. yea, SF got boring so now im resorting to watching naruto. :D

One Year, Six Months-YellowCard

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you ,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you, and things we used to do

sq lent me the book, twilight. so far around on page 250+. it isn't as interesting as i thought i would be. i mean, it has no plot at all. for other books i have read, i would at least have a general picture of what would happen later in the story or something. but in this, i can't tell what would happen next. i also guess its partly because of the way the idea isn't original(a lame vampire who hunts animals? give me a break...), no fantasies like flumes, magic or mystical powers. anyway, i better continue studying for the chinese test on wednesday. bye guys.

hey guys. today had the chinese new year celebration. first 2 periods had p.e. better than other classes who had to sit in class listening to teachers. we just had to run 800m? around the "track" and do some warm ups. the actual celebration was ok i guess. i don't really know since i was sleeping xD

after school i went back to nanyang with darran. was a waste of time as there was only me and darran at nanyang from 6a'06 there. went to coronation first then nanyang. looked around the school etc and then went back home to play xbox and etc. played army of war with darran and etc. later lionel came and owned at army of war. darran's father came to pick him up. went to coronation to eat lunch with lionel at golden rooster. sat down, ate lemon chicken rice with him at 3pm(i didnt really eat much of my dinner cause of this) chatted etc. he went back and i came back to take a nap.

btw, for you sf players, dont get compact. it sucks at close and when you bunny hop with it to take down close range enemies, it misses almost all your'e bullets. its only good at far range but most of the time you just use pistols to finish off people who you shot with your sniper or sprayers. and thats at close range, not far. so yea, nothing to do now. got bored of sf again since no one from avd4life is on. sianz, now time to surf the net. and btw, i really have no mood to blog but im just blogging for the heck of it. it was great being able to talk to you again, even it was just for a few minutes. man, what an idiot i was. there was clues littered all around yet i didn't see them

im really not sure how i feel about you these days
maybe im just getting over you
or maybe the worst really is happening
the inevitable drifting apart of people who went their separate ways
perhaps it is because i still haven't forgiven you for breaking my heart

A Little Not Too Over You-David Archuleta

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had came and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is but I still see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it will be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you are so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret all that I said(or what I didn't say)
No way to take it back, yeah
Now I'm all alone, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!

Tell me why you are so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you are so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

argh.... im so bored..... im too tired to play sf and im too lazy to go and do my homework(chinese zuo ye+ copying the 1st lesson of the chinese textbook)... sianz!!

seesh.... im too chicken to talk to someone on msn whom i havent talked to in 1.5 years
why is it so hard to talk to you? theres a barrier now, one that wasnt there 2 years ago..
i have got to pluck up the courage to talk to you tomorrow...
sometimes i feel like i love you, sometimes i feel like i feel nothing for you

hey, does anyone from 6a'06 know who is going back to nanyang on friday? other than me, darran, grace and yu wei of course.

had a easy maths test today on indices and standard form. so easy lah, i didnt even study for it. ;D

anyway, chinese sucks. dont ever forget that. xP

OMG THE SF PATCH WILL ONLY END AT 11PM!!! OMG I WANT MY COMPACT NOW!! :(

Boys of Summer-The Ataris

Nobody on the road
Nobody on the beach
I feel it in the air
The summer's out of reach
Empty lake, empty streets
The sun goes down alone
I'm drivin' by your house
Though I know you're not at home

But I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream
Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe, when I get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
I see you walkin' real slow and you're smilin' at everyone
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

Out on the road today, I saw a BLACK FLAG sticker on a Cadillac
A little voice Inside my head said, "Don't look back. You can never look back."
I thought I knew what love was
What did I know?
Those days are gone forever
I should just let them go but-

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that top pulled down and that radio on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that hair slicked back and those Wayfarers on, baby
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

literature rocks! :D

Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

its kinda weird how everyday i actually take some time to do and revise my schoolwork rather than slacking off almost everyday...

im really starting to hate phsyics+chemistry...

btw, got a dragunov and a an94 in soldier front. the dragunov just plain sucks. its so dam heavy, and it can't quick scope that fast.... also, theres no point in having a 10x scope and it being a semi auto sniper. i mean, awp can rush decently and its a bolt action sniper whereas dragunov is a semi-auto sniper... anyway, an is good!!! it seems much lighter than g3 and it reloads quite fast. not to mention i can take out 2 people comming at me which means a dk! :D pure sf addict here xD

EDIT: finished the physics part(asked my dad to help me) and found out we haven't learned the chemistry part yet. now for studying chinese for the test and doing maths :D

#!@#$%%*& I ONLY GREW 2CM AND PUT ON LOTS OF WEIGHT $!@#(@#&!@#

hi guys lol. i havent been posting on what is happening in school. too lazy i guess xP

anyway, i have pretty much adapted to school life again(yea i know, slow) and lessons are ok i guess(btw, principle of accounts is just bussiness accounts and money issues in a business for those who are curious about it). im actually listening in class now and putting in effort rather than being annoyed by darran all the time during class. so yea, in short, becomming a no-lifer nerd ;D

darran and norbert has invented a game which involves them kicking a water bottle over some mini water filtration pool(?). kinda gay. so after school, we go there and start kicking around plastic water bottles. since im too lazy to kick around the bottle, im the "scouper". i basicially go around and just pick up the water bottles in the pools or use a long stick to drag it to me so i can pick it up. btw, if you are ever going to go kick around a plastic water bottle, dont buy the ice mountain one. apparently it breaks very fast compared to others ;D

so today, had lessons blah blah blah. had f&n practicial. cooked a mini pizza. my dough was a bit hard and dry while the cheese and toppings were nice :P after school, went to dawson to eat with friends(its weird how they are not in class with me and how they are there after school) kicked the water bottle around some with darran and tried going back to school to get a bigger pe attire. unfortunately, it was closed by the time(3.30) we got there so bussed home. got home at 5. these days if i reach home at 3-4 plus i actually consider that early 0.o. in the past that would be a usual time i got home. now, i get home at 5 on a regular basis.

anyway, tomorrow has badminton training at 4-6pm(girls go first, bicous-how do you spell it?- teachers) at the indoor sports hall so im chionging back home to change and take a rest then going back to school. i have to get a bigger pe attire tomorrow too. i have pe tomorrow too but its before recess so i have to wear my tight size 38 pants and t-shirt for pe.

thats all i guess thats worth posting :P gotta finish up my informal letter for english so bye guys.

Shape of my Heart-Backstreet Boys

Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart

I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Show you the shape of my heart

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP)

Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense. Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

You Are a Chicken

You are a naturally curious and inquisitive being. You are often poking your nose where it doesn't belong! Collecting nuggets of knowledge is important to you. You enjoy knowing everything you can. You are very independent and strong willed. You don't like to be bossed around, and you do as you please. You are quite determined and able to take on challenges. You will "peck away" at a problem until it's gone.

What Animal Are You?

i feel that the determined thing doesn't really fit me that well.

What Your Back to School Personality Says About You

You are fairly driven, but the big win always seems a bit beyond your reach. You lack intense passion. You are most likely to succeed if you are working with other talented people. You thrive on a team. Your greatest skill is organization. You are good at laying out a plan and making sure it gets followed. Your biggest stumbling block in life is worrying about what other people think of you. Their opinions matter even less than you think. You're not quite sure what you're thankful for in life, it doesn't seem like there's a lot to be thankful for these days.

The Back to School Test

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it. Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

Are You a Good Student?

+






= UTTER OWNAGE!!! :D

i miss not having to care what image i project out(pride).

sorry for not getting it earlier, not using my brains for 2 years can take its toll on how i think

the more we try, the more stress we get...

Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 53%

Your Interpersonal Intelligence is Average You do well in most group settings, but you also need time to recharge. So while you can work with people during the day, you may crave your alone time at night. For you, it's all about balance!

How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate?

You Are 40% Left Brained, 60% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

lol, fixed the colour problem. apparetly i was editing the html rather than composing my post. :P

today was the start of the new school year -.- anyway, wearing long pants is hot man! even though it is more comfortable than the short pants that we used to wear. not to mention it makes me feel adult-like. 0.o

woke up at 6 plus to go to school. took a bus etc etc. went to the classroom and saw edrick there. :) had assembly in class since the parade square is still being touched up. first period settled admin matters. still haven't selected the class committee yet though. slacked slacked slacked all the way to recess. had very dry and tasteless pre-packaged noodles in a styrofoam (>.<) box for recess. stupid canteen hurry and finish renovating or whatever it is that they are doing. slacked more. good thing mr lee is the secondary 3 express english teacher though. :D last 2 periods went to the temporary canteen to have assembly.

after school went to thiong to eat mc donalds and buy some stationary(1 blue pen xD). basically also to hang out with norbert and darran. had a great time there but anyway, too bad im being split up from the fantastic four(aside from edrick of course) or whatever you want to call our "gang".

btw, uzi in soldier front is fun to use(g3 is still more versatile than it though.) and desert eagle is quite good actually. a mini shotgun with a better take-out time, accuary and recoil than shotguns. its better at far range too. what i expected it to be. :D k, bye all.

lol just noticed than my post count was 186-my bus number. but now its 187 :D

anyway, its 12.45am on friday. meaning im only gonna get maybe 5 hours of sleep. that is if im lucky :P yea, nothing much to talk about nowadays. losing my interest in blogging i guess xP(due to lack of things to post. needed new material from school and etc) guess i better go attempt to sleep again. g night peeps(i hope).

if im right, i entered the new year by stepping on a cockroach. what a great way to enter the new year. xP