Over You- Chris Daughtry

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

i seriously have to revise my literature+ principle of accounts work otherwise i would really forget everything that i have learnt, especially the double entries thing. i also have to go to thiong tomorrow to go and get a new wallet. btw, does anyone know how to get a new ez-link card? 0.o

anyway, today i cooked some almond cookies and some tiramisu pudding thing. the tiramisu had some coffee in it and as a result, i didn't like it. :D i never really did like the taste of coffee xP oh and the packaged chicken rice in school doesn't have cucumbers anymore. scammers!


72 words

Typing Test

just did this typing test thing again. i told you these things weren't accuarate. from 57 jump to 72... :P

shit lah..... i didn't bring back my school file and all of my POA notes+ my english worksheet are in it so i can't do my homework nor study for tomorrow's POA test.... -.-

i'm finally over you, but thanks for making me the old caring person i was back in primary school...

wah sian lah... lost my wallet.... -.- have to go and ask my dad to cancel the giro-linked ez-link card in it. tomorrow going to thiong with edrick to buy a new wallet. hopefully i can get a good one rather than a velcro stripped one(the primary school kind... -.-) also lost $20-25.... -.-

i changed my blogskin. looks much better than my old childish spiderman skin. and the best part is i don't have to revert to the classic blogger to use it. i don't have to get a headache over the html code thing :D thanks jed! :) the bad part is that i have to move my songs to the bottom though. apparently i cant add gadets to the top of my blog. sad. btw, im a captain in SF now. :D

hey.

so far collected like $222 according to my siblings. not bad lah actually but this CNY seems very short. i mean, we are going back to school tomorrow while my lucky primary school brother gets one more day off. but of course hes going to spend it having tuition. :D

haiz, tomorrow have chinese test. i tried studying it but... i cant absorb anything into my brain. its like my brain rejects any chinese thing. the only times where i can absorb chinese related things is when im actually interested in it. but as for now.... no need to say lah.

sorry for everything... :(

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone   You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
Looked down on
Death
Disappointment
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

just 4k more exp to captain.... I WANNA BE CAPTAIN NOW LIKE BERT :D

EDIT: now damn bored, just waiting for naruto videos to finish loading so i can watch them. yea, SF got boring so now im resorting to watching naruto. :D

One Year, Six Months-YellowCard

Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget

I'm falling into memories of you,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget

I'm falling into memories of you,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you

So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you

I'm falling into memories of you ,and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you, and things we used to do

sq lent me the book, twilight. so far around on page 250+. it isn't as interesting as i thought i would be. i mean, it has no plot at all. for other books i have read, i would at least have a general picture of what would happen later in the story or something. but in this, i can't tell what would happen next. i also guess its partly because of the way the idea isn't original(a lame vampire who hunts animals? give me a break...), no fantasies like flumes, magic or mystical powers. anyway, i better continue studying for the chinese test on wednesday. bye guys.

hey guys. today had the chinese new year celebration. first 2 periods had p.e. better than other classes who had to sit in class listening to teachers. we just had to run 800m? around the "track" and do some warm ups. the actual celebration was ok i guess. i don't really know since i was sleeping xD

after school i went back to nanyang with darran. was a waste of time as there was only me and darran at nanyang from 6a'06 there. went to coronation first then nanyang. looked around the school etc and then went back home to play xbox and etc. played army of war with darran and etc. later lionel came and owned at army of war. darran's father came to pick him up. went to coronation to eat lunch with lionel at golden rooster. sat down, ate lemon chicken rice with him at 3pm(i didnt really eat much of my dinner cause of this) chatted etc. he went back and i came back to take a nap.

btw, for you sf players, dont get compact. it sucks at close and when you bunny hop with it to take down close range enemies, it misses almost all your'e bullets. its only good at far range but most of the time you just use pistols to finish off people who you shot with your sniper or sprayers. and thats at close range, not far. so yea, nothing to do now. got bored of sf again since no one from avd4life is on. sianz, now time to surf the net. and btw, i really have no mood to blog but im just blogging for the heck of it. it was great being able to talk to you again, even it was just for a few minutes. man, what an idiot i was. there was clues littered all around yet i didn't see them

im really not sure how i feel about you these days
maybe im just getting over you
or maybe the worst really is happening
the inevitable drifting apart of people who went their separate ways
perhaps it is because i still haven't forgiven you for breaking my heart

A Little Not Too Over You-David Archuleta

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had came and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is but I still see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it will be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you are so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret all that I said(or what I didn't say)
No way to take it back, yeah
Now I'm all alone, how I let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understand!

Tell me why you are so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Tell me why you are so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

argh.... im so bored..... im too tired to play sf and im too lazy to go and do my homework(chinese zuo ye+ copying the 1st lesson of the chinese textbook)... sianz!!

seesh.... im too chicken to talk to someone on msn whom i havent talked to in 1.5 years
why is it so hard to talk to you? theres a barrier now, one that wasnt there 2 years ago..
i have got to pluck up the courage to talk to you tomorrow...
sometimes i feel like i love you, sometimes i feel like i feel nothing for you

hey, does anyone from 6a'06 know who is going back to nanyang on friday? other than me, darran, grace and yu wei of course.

had a easy maths test today on indices and standard form. so easy lah, i didnt even study for it. ;D

anyway, chinese sucks. dont ever forget that. xP

OMG THE SF PATCH WILL ONLY END AT 11PM!!! OMG I WANT MY COMPACT NOW!! :(

Boys of Summer-The Ataris

Nobody on the road
Nobody on the beach
I feel it in the air
The summer's out of reach
Empty lake, empty streets
The sun goes down alone
I'm drivin' by your house
Though I know you're not at home

But I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream
Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe, when I get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
I see you walkin' real slow and you're smilin' at everyone
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

Out on the road today, I saw a BLACK FLAG sticker on a Cadillac
A little voice Inside my head said, "Don't look back. You can never look back."
I thought I knew what love was
What did I know?
Those days are gone forever
I should just let them go but-

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that top pulled down and that radio on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that hair slicked back and those Wayfarers on, baby
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

literature rocks! :D

Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

its kinda weird how everyday i actually take some time to do and revise my schoolwork rather than slacking off almost everyday...

im really starting to hate phsyics+chemistry...

btw, got a dragunov and a an94 in soldier front. the dragunov just plain sucks. its so dam heavy, and it can't quick scope that fast.... also, theres no point in having a 10x scope and it being a semi auto sniper. i mean, awp can rush decently and its a bolt action sniper whereas dragunov is a semi-auto sniper... anyway, an is good!!! it seems much lighter than g3 and it reloads quite fast. not to mention i can take out 2 people comming at me which means a dk! :D pure sf addict here xD

EDIT: finished the physics part(asked my dad to help me) and found out we haven't learned the chemistry part yet. now for studying chinese for the test and doing maths :D

#!@#$%%*& I ONLY GREW 2CM AND PUT ON LOTS OF WEIGHT $!@#(@#&!@#

hi guys lol. i havent been posting on what is happening in school. too lazy i guess xP

anyway, i have pretty much adapted to school life again(yea i know, slow) and lessons are ok i guess(btw, principle of accounts is just bussiness accounts and money issues in a business for those who are curious about it). im actually listening in class now and putting in effort rather than being annoyed by darran all the time during class. so yea, in short, becomming a no-lifer nerd ;D

darran and norbert has invented a game which involves them kicking a water bottle over some mini water filtration pool(?). kinda gay. so after school, we go there and start kicking around plastic water bottles. since im too lazy to kick around the bottle, im the "scouper". i basicially go around and just pick up the water bottles in the pools or use a long stick to drag it to me so i can pick it up. btw, if you are ever going to go kick around a plastic water bottle, dont buy the ice mountain one. apparently it breaks very fast compared to others ;D

so today, had lessons blah blah blah. had f&n practicial. cooked a mini pizza. my dough was a bit hard and dry while the cheese and toppings were nice :P after school, went to dawson to eat with friends(its weird how they are not in class with me and how they are there after school) kicked the water bottle around some with darran and tried going back to school to get a bigger pe attire. unfortunately, it was closed by the time(3.30) we got there so bussed home. got home at 5. these days if i reach home at 3-4 plus i actually consider that early 0.o. in the past that would be a usual time i got home. now, i get home at 5 on a regular basis.

anyway, tomorrow has badminton training at 4-6pm(girls go first, bicous-how do you spell it?- teachers) at the indoor sports hall so im chionging back home to change and take a rest then going back to school. i have to get a bigger pe attire tomorrow too. i have pe tomorrow too but its before recess so i have to wear my tight size 38 pants and t-shirt for pe.

thats all i guess thats worth posting :P gotta finish up my informal letter for english so bye guys.

Shape of my Heart-Backstreet Boys

Hmm, yeah, yeah
Baby, please try to forgive me
Stay here don't put out the glow
Hold me now don't bother if every minute it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man that I've become, oh yeah

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Sadness is beautiful loneliness that's tragical
So help me I can't win this war, oh no
Touch me now don't bother if every second it makes me weaker
You can save me from the man I've become

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

I'm here with my confession
Got nothing to hide no more
I don't know where to start
But to show you the shape of my heart

I'm lookin' back on things I've done
I never wanna play the same old part
I'll keep you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Lookin' back on the things I've done
I was tryin' to be someone
I played my part, kept you in the dark
Now let me show you the shape of my heart

Show you the shape of my heart

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP)

Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense. Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

You Are a Chicken

You are a naturally curious and inquisitive being. You are often poking your nose where it doesn't belong! Collecting nuggets of knowledge is important to you. You enjoy knowing everything you can. You are very independent and strong willed. You don't like to be bossed around, and you do as you please. You are quite determined and able to take on challenges. You will "peck away" at a problem until it's gone.

What Animal Are You?

i feel that the determined thing doesn't really fit me that well.

What Your Back to School Personality Says About You

You are fairly driven, but the big win always seems a bit beyond your reach. You lack intense passion. You are most likely to succeed if you are working with other talented people. You thrive on a team. Your greatest skill is organization. You are good at laying out a plan and making sure it gets followed. Your biggest stumbling block in life is worrying about what other people think of you. Their opinions matter even less than you think. You're not quite sure what you're thankful for in life, it doesn't seem like there's a lot to be thankful for these days.

The Back to School Test

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it. Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

Are You a Good Student?

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= UTTER OWNAGE!!! :D

i miss not having to care what image i project out(pride).

sorry for not getting it earlier, not using my brains for 2 years can take its toll on how i think

the more we try, the more stress we get...

Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 53%

Your Interpersonal Intelligence is Average You do well in most group settings, but you also need time to recharge. So while you can work with people during the day, you may crave your alone time at night. For you, it's all about balance!

How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate?

You Are 40% Left Brained, 60% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

lol, fixed the colour problem. apparetly i was editing the html rather than composing my post. :P

today was the start of the new school year -.- anyway, wearing long pants is hot man! even though it is more comfortable than the short pants that we used to wear. not to mention it makes me feel adult-like. 0.o

woke up at 6 plus to go to school. took a bus etc etc. went to the classroom and saw edrick there. :) had assembly in class since the parade square is still being touched up. first period settled admin matters. still haven't selected the class committee yet though. slacked slacked slacked all the way to recess. had very dry and tasteless pre-packaged noodles in a styrofoam (>.<) box for recess. stupid canteen hurry and finish renovating or whatever it is that they are doing. slacked more. good thing mr lee is the secondary 3 express english teacher though. :D last 2 periods went to the temporary canteen to have assembly.

after school went to thiong to eat mc donalds and buy some stationary(1 blue pen xD). basically also to hang out with norbert and darran. had a great time there but anyway, too bad im being split up from the fantastic four(aside from edrick of course) or whatever you want to call our "gang".

btw, uzi in soldier front is fun to use(g3 is still more versatile than it though.) and desert eagle is quite good actually. a mini shotgun with a better take-out time, accuary and recoil than shotguns. its better at far range too. what i expected it to be. :D k, bye all.

lol just noticed than my post count was 186-my bus number. but now its 187 :D

anyway, its 12.45am on friday. meaning im only gonna get maybe 5 hours of sleep. that is if im lucky :P yea, nothing much to talk about nowadays. losing my interest in blogging i guess xP(due to lack of things to post. needed new material from school and etc) guess i better go attempt to sleep again. g night peeps(i hope).

if im right, i entered the new year by stepping on a cockroach. what a great way to enter the new year. xP