bah i cant wait for my avd_lagger to rank up to majour. just 13k more exp xD

i guess its time to take another day off from using the computer if it lifts my spirit so much.

yay!!! my sleep pattern is totally screwed up :D (this was posted at 4.30am :3)

btw, i really, really love my crappy results.

when will everything go back to the way it was back in the fantastic days of primary school...?

seriously wondering who is the anon and parserby who tagged at my blog... hm..

great.... its 3am on a sunday night and i still can't go to sleep.... somemore tomorrow i have to stay back until 3pm for school assembly and after that i have to play badminton with my father. -.- seriously can't wait for the june holidays so i can take a break from school... haiz

bah back to boring old school tomorrow...

lol i got a black high-fi set. :D now i can listen to songs on it via cd and tumbdrive. my crusier tumbdrive isn't compatitible with it though so i guess i need to get a different brand of tumbdrive. sadist!! :P anyway, it has a remote to it so i don't need to go up to it and fiddle around with the buttons. apparently it also has an alarm clock which can play my favourite songs to wake me up but i can already do that with my phone -.-

bah. now waiting for the manual patch for maple to hurry up and download so that i can be a junior for darran for his maple family. kinda sounds like a guild/clan/crew to me but who cares anyway.

Me, You and my Medication- Boys like Girls

Found my way to the highway I don't wanna tell you the state Im in
I've had too much to smoke too much to drink where have I been
It feels like the stars are getting closer and the sky is closing in
And I don't know where to begin

We're all looking for something
To take away the pain

Me and you and my medication
(Making the best of it)
Love is just a chemical creation
(Will it be permanent?)
Synthetic sensation
Me you and my medication

The way back to the right track maybe you can help me find the door
Is it too much to ask, too much too fast, too much to ignore
It feels like your bodys getting closer but you seem so far away
Medicine make it ok

We're all looking for someone
To take away the pain

Me and you and my medication
(Making the best of it)
Love is just a chemical creation
(Will it be permanent?)
Synthetic sensation
Me you and my medication

Can you feel it?
Do you feel it?
Coming down
You gotta get up
Can you get up
Off the ground
Can you hear it?
Can you hear me screaming?
Can you feel it?
Do you feel it?
Coming down
You gotta get up
Can you get up
Off the ground
I wanna hear it
Wanna hear you breathing

Were all addicted to something
That takes away the pain

Me and you and my medication
(Making the best of it)
Love is just a chemical creation
(Will it be permanent?)
Synthetic sensation
Me you and my medication

honestly my perfomance in things matters a whole lot more to me alot than socialising.

i guess i shouldn't sleep so much and read harry potter books if it makes me more pessimistic and makes me think like the way i used to.

lol.. im going to turn this blog into sf blog due to lack of things to post. anyways, desperado totally owns man! :D it has a much better takeout time than remmy, it reloads all of its bullets at once, lighter and its semi auto! the perfect secondary weapon XD the only fault that i can see with it is that it is a bit weak at mid range though(takes about 2 shots from there) but other than that... its damn freaking owerpowered lol. also my quickscope skills may degrade now that i have desperado though. now the only gun i want is golden ak :D going to surf the net for a while before going to bed.

getting way too addicted to playing soldier front. cant wait for desperado to come out and neo shang :D

being sick at home is boring but school is so much more worse than home... -.-

You Would Be a Crafty Superhero

You are naturally curious and even a bit of a snoop. You like to have dirt on everyone - both enemies and friends. You need a lot of freedom in your life. You like to do your own thing, and you don't fit into any normal mold. You understand people quite well and often know what others are thinking. Because of this, you can get people to do what you want. You are a shapeshifter who fits in with almost any group. You can get along with anyone. You're quite flexible. You are a true intellectual. You are thirsty for knowledge, and you are curious about the world.

What Kind of Superhero Would You Be?

woots! gotta love coldplay, a new band that i found. :D

lets see how badly i do for the MYEs... -.-

Grey skies clouding up the things we used to see with wide eyes
Maybe everything was meant to be this way
Will it ever change
Or are we stuck here on our own

Chorus

It's all gone grey
It's all gone grey

I found telling you the truth the hardest thing to get out
I know it wasn't you that made me feel this way
Will it ever change
Or are we stuck here on our own.

And give it one more try
I don't know if I would stay
I feel so much better now
And baby begging me
Will leave you so empty inside
So you shouldn't even try

I know every last regret inside of me is my own
The way I hold them close has made me be this way
I will never change
I know I'm stuck here on my own, my own

Given one more try
I don't know if I would stay
I feel so much better now
Where did we go wrong
I know you still hold on to me
But it's time that you let go
I gave you things I had
That I could not get back again
But I'm better off alone

Chorus
It's all gone grey
It's all gone grey
It's all gone grey

strangely i don't feel tired even though i slept for maybe a grand total of 1 hour last night. 0.o

EDIT: nvm, just took a freakin' long 6 hour nap. -.- oh and flunking exams is soooooo fun.

EDIT2: life seriously is boring. and 15 more mins to my birthday. whoop de doop.

EDIT3: cool. im 15.

completely lost the will to change, nothing can save me now

completely lost all motivation for studying and playing well in soldier front. gah... just where can i get the motivation from..... -.-

whoo hoo... sf has gotten boring so i went back to playing gunz. trying to learn double butterfly and half step now. half step is kinda weird and i can do double butterfly sometimes but i cant link it together and do it fluently yet. :P anyway, im probably only be getting back my passion for soldier front when they release desperado so i can use it :D

yea, so im trying to do my phsyics now. it aint that bad.. :D i just have to refer to my textbook and memorize every damn shit in it. have to completely revise every single topic even though i can do most of the questions on the pratice exam paper that mr ng gave us.. 0.o my light is espicially weak. you can blame in on the weak foundation the sec 1 and 2 physics teacher(forgot the name) gave us. :P

procrastination and arrogance will really be two of my biggest downfalls..

getting the hang of poa. now its only maths, chemistry, f&n and literature im worried for. grats to myself -.-