Wednesday, March 30, 2011

just got yellowcard's latest albumn entitled "When You Are Through Thinking, Say Yes". I would like to say that this albumn is really good. lots of love songs though. 2 on moving on and some of them don't even make sense. however, since yellowcard is my favourite band of all time, i love it!!! :)







It's 4am, you call to spit some fire out
But did you think that I would listen to you now?
It's nothing new so get in line with all the rest
And I will wait till you realize you're out of breath

Can you hear the crowd? They all go wild
For you and your denial
They're watching you break down(Break Down)
Hate me all you want, I'll be okay
I'm half the world away
I'm letting you go now (Go Now)


You've got sadness twisted up with jealousy

You show your fists to make them look like loyalty
And I have seen what holding on can take away
If it's the past you love then that's where you can stay

Can you hear the crowd? They all go wild
For you and your denial
They're watching you break down (break down)
Hate me all you want, I'll be okay
I'm half the world away
I'm letting you go now (go now)
Go Now (go now)

Desperation kills
But when it's on your sleeve you wear it well
Underneath it all you'll always have this war inside yourself

I'm letting you go now (go now)
Can you hear the crowd? They all go wild
For you and your denial
They're watching you break down (break down)
Hate me all you want, I'll be okay
I'm half the world away
I'm letting you go now (go now)
Go Now (go now)
Go Now (go now)
Go Now (go now)


Saturday, March 26, 2011

even though i posted this song before, i want to highlight some things out.

The Last Song-The All American Rejects

This may be the last thing that I write for long

Can you hear me smiling when I sing this song?
For you and only you

As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye?
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye?
My foot is out the door and you can't stop me now

You wanted the best
It wasn't me
Will you give it back?
Now I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
How you end up? Let me know

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal
And now I sing it
Somehow I knew that it would be this way
Somehow I knew that it would slowly fade
Now I am gone
Just try and stop me now

You wanted the best
It wasn't me
Will you give it back?
Now I'll take the lead
When there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again
You'll pretend you're naive
Is this what you want?
Is this what you need?
How you end up? Let me know

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

Will you need me now
You'll find a way somehow
You wanted to
I want it too

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

As I go remember all the simple things you know
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope
That you will miss me when I'm gone
This is the last song

Thursday, March 24, 2011

i love her so much, does she even think about me anymore? since when did she stop liking me.. it's been 4 years and counting. why can't i move on? now she is getting depressed over wz and i can't do a single thing to help her.. i fake a smile so "he" can't see.. -.-

Tuesday, March 22, 2011



You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
But, I never thought I'd live to see it break
It's getting dark and its all too quiet
And I can't trust anything now
And it's coming over you like it's all a big mistake

Oh, holding my breath
Won't lose you again
Something's made your eyes go cold

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now
I'm haunted

Stood there and watched you walk away
From everything we had
But, I still mean every word I say to you
He will try to take away my pain
And he just might make me smile
But, the whole time I'm wishing he was you instead

Oh, holding my breath
Won't see you again
Something keeps me holding on to nothing

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
You're all I wanted

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
Can't turn back now
I'm haunted

I know, I know
I just know
You're not gone
You can't be gone
No

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Something's gone terribly wrong
Won't finish what you started

Come on, come on
Don't leave me like this
I thought I had you figured out
Can't breathe whenever you're gone
I can't go back
I'm haunted

You and I walk a fragile line
I have known it all this time
Never ever thought I'd see it break
Never thought I'd see it

Monday, March 14, 2011

it's been 4 years. why can't i just move on? -.-

Saturday, March 12, 2011



Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes

And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see



two good songs.


another good song! :)

relax, this song doesn't mean anything. i just like it.
just here doing a post on yesterday. i had badminton also but i'm not going to blog about that. not much to blog about about it anyway.

k, we just had a birthday celebration for my younger bro who just turned 15. we went out to tony romma's to eat baby back ribs. tasty!! i like the potato skins with cheese, spring onions and corned beef or whatever it's called. the fries was good too and the carilonia honey's back ribs. oh yea, while waiting for a table, we went to get a birthday cake for him. our maid, auntie sam, waited there while we went to get it.

when we got home, we had the cake. we did the birthday ritual and i ate a small slice of the cake. was pretty rich and fattening which i don't need to be more of lol. it was an oreo cheesecake. tasty! :) i also ate it for breakfast today.

that's about it. see you guys and good luck for your studies! :)

Thursday, March 10, 2011



good song. listening to songs doesn't mean i'm depressed, it just means i miss you so much
(L)

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

no idea what to blog about so i'm just going to do a random post

lalalalalalalalalaa

they never go away they live on!!! even when we're gone. and i know an angel will say.. lol

fat and chubby me

can't defeat a young slim guy in badminton

fail weight, endurance and skills at badminton for me.

fail fail fail for a 17 year old.

FAIL!!!!!

i wanna be 17 and at the same time i don't wanna be.

growing up issues.. lol

a picture i made. was going to colour it but i had to rush it out cause of certain reasons. made on paint lol. -.- my horrible drawing.

Tuesday, March 8, 2011



awesome song!

give me your number and i'll talk to you :)

Monday, March 7, 2011



good song.

Sunday, March 6, 2011











great songs! :)

Friday, March 4, 2011

Thursday, March 3, 2011

sometimes i really wonder how my life would have turned out had i not met and liked you..

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

i know i shouldn't be feeling this way but i can't, i just can't..

Facedown-Red Jumpsuit Appartus

Hey girl you know you drive me crazy.
One look put\'s the rhythm in my hand.
Still I\'ll never understand why you hang around
I see what\'s going down.
Cover-up with make-up in the mirror
Tell yourself it\'s never gonna happen again
You cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Chorus:

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I\'ll tell you my friend one day this world\'s going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
Every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what\'s going down.
I see the way you go and say you\'re right again,
say you\'re right again,
heed my lecture

Chorus:

Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I\'ll tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.

Chorus:
Do you feel like a man
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I\'ll tell you my friend one day this worlds going to end
As your lies crumble down a new life she has found.
[x2]
been feeling moodless these past few days. why? i should be over it by now but i'm not. weird as hell. haiz.. nothing better to post anyway.