i wish i never met you.. and i MEAN IT..

the sad life of a nerd..

my heart, it won't stop bleeding for you..

i've been re-reading some of my old posts. reminds me how far i have come along and how many friends i've gained and lost. reminds me of the happy times and mostly bad times. well, that can't be helped anyway. *continues re-reading posts*

hi guys. just feeling bored doing nothing at home. here to do a brief post on nothing.

well, some time ago, i went bowling and fishing. will write about the bowling part first.

k, i went bowling. got third place with like 40+ points. highest was ayaka with 2 strikes in the beginning. of course, she is in the bowling cca. and i own her at badminton lol. i came back feeling a bit down and ending up emo-ing for a while due to the fact that i don't take my anti-depressents anymore. but i'm fine now lol.

i also went fishing. was the only one who caught nothing. again, ayaka was the luckiest with 3 catches. 2 catfish and an eel which got away. hugh and joon heng each got one catch of the day. on the way back, we pulled in some nets which held a big crab, some small crabs and a poisonous crab that was purple and blue in colour. the fisherman gave us some crabs and fish to take back home but end up cooking nothing as they were not fresh. my maid threw them away. fail aye?

lastly, i got my razer lycosa. nothing much since gaming mode doesn't do a thing as the windows key is auto disabled in sf. it's also more noisy than my laptop keyboard. i feel like i made the wrong desicion and should have gotten the razer black widow instead. the black widow is mechanical which means i can press the keys approximately 50 times more! which is like 50 million times. the blackwidow also has marco keys on the left hand side of the keyboard which means not having to programme one of the useless keys on the keyboard for k walking in sf. however, i have not set any marcos yet as i'm still trying to figure out how to change the delay to suit k walking in sf. the black widow also allows me to set marcos on-the-fly without a downloadable programme and in game. the black widow is 85 dollars($200) more expensive than the lycosa though and more heavier. well, that's what i'm getting next cny at least.

well, that's all i want to blog about for now. see you guys.

i may not like most songs that aren't in english, however this song is an exception. use google to search for the song lyrics and find out why.

somehow, my future looks bleak..

for my first and only love..

might have to go to ite.. how could i let myself slip this far..

i'm trying not to emo but keep failing..

so much for me moving on huh..?

good song!

Simple Plan- No Love

Staring out into the world across the street
You hate the way your life turned out to be
He's pulling up in the driveway and you don't make a sound
Cause you always learn to hold the things you want to say
Your always going to be afraid

[Chorus:]
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here

Broken down like a mirror smashed to peices
You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile
If these walls could talk they would have so much to say
Cause everytime you fight the scars are gonna heal but there never gonna go away

[Chorus:]
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh no So what will you do?

Your falling, your screaming
Your stuck in the same old nightmare
He's lying, your crying
There's nothing left to salvage
Kick the door cause this is over
Get me out of here

(Kick the door)

[Chorus:]
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Oh so what will you do?
There's only lies
There's only fears
There's only pain
There is no love here
Tell me what will you do?
There's only hate
There's only tears
There's only pain
There is no love here.

my favourite church song! sounds better at trinity church though. they play it kinda rockish there. lol

good song! :)