Good news. I just got back from the Chinese TCM Doctor's and the doctor said I will only need to come back once every 2 weeks. I'm getting better! :)

This post will be another long post about my life. Get ready to read a lengthy post on my life. Well, here goes!

First of all, I went to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part II. It was pretty good since I am a Harry Potter fan. It didn't follow the book though. Like for example, Fred Weasley died after they came out from the Room of Requirement to find the lost diadem/horcurx in the book. In the movie, it was after Harry got back with the memory of Professor/Headmaster Snape. Another example is Neville went out the the bridge to fight instead of staying in Hogwarts. Not too sure about it. The epilogue part was just the regular actors acting their respective older selfs with Harry having a shaved beard and mustache. After that we went to Crystal Jade La Mian for dinner. I ate the palm oil soup noodles with the Stewed dumpling thingy.

Secondly, I went to get a bank account with my Dad at DBS. I used a secret 6 digit pin number and another security number that I will not divulge. I got some leftover money over from my old kiddie bank account with POSB plus my 10 dollars from leftover Ang Paos. The lady gave me some weird device thing which gives me a number when I want to transfer money online. I signed up for the online service as well. My Dad showed me how to deposit and withdraw money after that.

In addition, there was my younger brother's birthday. He is finally a teenager! We got him a cake from choc-a-bloc. It was pretty good actually considering it was just a chocolate cake. We also had sukiyaki with lots of fried beeeeeeeffffffffff, chicken and pork. I ate it with a raw egg (sorry lord) as a sauce. There was lots of Japanese sauce to go with it too which is why it was so yummy! There was udon, vegetables and food galore there too! I went with my Mom in the morning to buy it at Isetan. There was Miso soup that we bought. We also had Ramen to eat the next day which was really good.

Lastly, there was my Mom's birthday that was just yesterday. She just turned 51 yesterday. We got a cake from Secret Recipe. My Mom said that she didn't want a cake as she already had 4 cakes. 2 cakes from Sunday and 2 on Monday if memory serves. I chose a apple crumble cake with nuts and cheese. It was rather rich. I had it today for breakfast too.

Well, that's about all I want to blog about. See you later readers!

My wishlist for my next birthday. It's for my iPhone 5 when I actually get it. The earpiece costs a bomb though. $90.

Scratch that. I just got my allowance+Ang Pao Ringgit exchanged+ leftover Singapore Dollars Ang Pao money. I shall save it until I get my iPhone 5! :)

I'm sorry, I can't be.. Perfect....

Dad is pressuring me to do well in my studies. Reminds me of the old days when I was very lazy. Not that I am not lazy now, just lazier.

I feel like I'm talking to myself on here.

This blog is undergoing rennovation for purposes I will not discuss. I will try to get it back up by Monday. Thank you.

Ugh.. I wish I could hurry up and get over it. It's been close to 5 years.. How did I get up like this with 3 problems.. Sometimes I wish I could escape from the life and it's woes.. I wish I could help her study properly.. However, due to distance, advanced work and the fact that she doesn't like me anymore, it would never work. Haiz.. -.- "I can't believe it still hurts like this"

When writing is your only solace.

The Older I Get-Skillet

The walls between
You and I
Always pushing us apart
Nothing left but scars, fight after fight

The space between
Our calm and rage
Started growing shorter
Disappearing slowly, day after day

I was sitting there waiting in my room for you
You were waiting for me too
And it makes me wonder

The older I get
Will I get over it?
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I didn't know then it would hurt like this

But I think the older I get
Maybe I'll get over it
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I can't believe it still hurts like this

The time between
Those cutting words
Built up our defenses
Never made no sense, it just made me hurt

Do you believe
That time heals all wounds?
It started getting better
But it's easy not to fight when I'm not with you

I was sitting there waiting in my room for you
You were waiting for me too
And it makes me wonder

The older I get
Will I get over it?
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I didn't know then it would hurt like this

But I think the older I get
Maybe I'll get over it
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I can't believe it still hurts like this

What was I waiting for?
I should've taken less and given you more
I should've weathered the storm

Need to say so bad
What were you waiting for?
This could have been the best we'd ever had

The older I get
Will I get over it?
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I didn't know then it would hurt like this

But I think the older I get
Maybe I'll get over it
It's been way too long for the times we missed
I can't believe it still hurts like this

Hurts like this
Just getting older
I'm not getting over you
I'm trying to wish it didn't hurt like this

It's been way too long for the times we missed
I can't believe it still hurts like this

Well, there is nothing to do now. Got no mood but I have to blog just to keep this stupid blog alive. Let me try to think back on what happened to me.. There was four things that I wanted to blog about. Let me try to name them all.. Cycling, Singapore Citizenship, outing to Marina Barrage and one more that I forgot. Ah well, it will hit me sooner or later.. I just remembered. It's the Transformers 3 Movie that I watched. It will be posted in the second last paragraph.

Youthreach staff, the youths and I went cycling at East Coast Park Anyway blah blah blah, we went to East Coast Park. We found out that we alighted from the bus at the wrong point. We then walked like a km to the nearby Hawker Centre.I ate lemon chicken rice and had some milo dinosaur thing. We then strolled to the bicycle store and rented the bikes for like 5 dollars per head. We then cycled all the way to Changi. Along the way, this emo girl and Jian Hao fell off their bikes. They had cuts but thankfully, I didn't fall. I put my water bottle in Joon Heng's bag as I didn't bring a bag. It was pretty ok I guess all in all. I forgot how I got back lol.

My family and I went to the ICA Building to get our Singapore Citizenship done. It took pretty long. Around 2-3 hours. They took my thumbprints and my signature for verification purposes. Then they gave us our ICs which were paper. My mom still hasn't gotten her passport as my Dad forgot to bring a slip of paper which was probably her birth certificate or something like that. My Dad had to take a pledge or oath whatever it's called. My brothers and I have to take that at 21. My sister didn't come along as she was overseas studying in Oxford University. When she got back, she left for China the week after. She missed the appointment date.

Finally the Youthreach people and I went to Marina Barrage on Youth Day to play. I got to see the exhibition there. The exhibition was just some water resovoir thing. I saw a hot babe there! We also flew kites, played with a ball and ate lunch there. The balls games where basicially monkey in a middle except you kick the ball instead of throwing it with a lot more people. I brought food there which was Chips Ahoy, cocktail sausages, strawberries, grapes, some Mamee rice sticks and oreos. The youthreach people also brought some curry chicken, fried noodles and bread to dip inside the sauce too. I like doing that btw lol. I also saw some kids playing cheat with poker cards and a cute doggie. Some of you readers may know that dogs are my favourite animals so yeah. There was an name game too. We were supposed to name a thing for our selves for every candy we took. We take one and name on thing about ourselves. I took 3 but hid 2 in my pocket to avoid saying more things about myself. The Youthreach Staff also gave us a Disney notebook and a plastic thingy eagle with my strength and name on it. We took the SAMH bus back to Tiong Bahru and I took bus 33 to Queenstown and then 186 back home with the candy.

I will be posting a short paragraph on the Transformers 3 Movie. I forgot to add this in. Okay, I went to see it with my Mom. It was pretty good. I liked the twist at the ending in the movie where the Auto Bots didn't "die" in the end. They survived miraculously by a stroke of genius. They hid in a compartment that fell off the space shuttle when they appeared to blast off into space and die. I also liked the part where the other Auto Bot Prime thing turned bad. Good twist of the story line. I read a spoiler on FaceBook that the Auto Bots would win in the end but the good side always wins. However, in this movie, it made it seem that they wouldn't win and all good was lost. But, of course good always triumphs over evil. Yeah, that's pretty much it.

That's about all I wanted to blog about. See you readers.

I have tons of things to blog about but I have no mood to do so..

Will I ever get over it?

I try to hide what I feel inside but I turn around, and you are with him now. I can't just can't figure it out!!!! Tell me whyyyy you are so hard to forget...

Turmoil of procreaters, one leading to recovery, one leading to academics.

The blues are getting to me.. I should have known, appreciated and treasured what I had, before I lost it and everything I had..

Slowly losing all the friends I had.. Should have made more.. Life of a no-life nerd..

Gonna fail my 'O' Levels if this continues on..