So I guess you never liked me in that way at all. Never. Period. These fast few years have been a complete torture to go through. I mean. Finding out I have depression, schizophrenia and asperger's which there is no cure at all. In addition, my atrocious grades, my failing eyesight and my weak physique. I guess you will always love him. Even when you decided to move on, you still came back with love songs and quotes. The truth is, I always held onto the hope that you will finally get over it and be happy. This pain I've been through over these years wasn't exactly fun. At all. I just hope that you will excel in your studies and be happy. I just hope that you will recover from your health problems like what I hope for myself. I know I can come off as annoying, dim-witted and even mentally retarded at times. The truth is, I never really got over you. Ever since Primary six, I have had the biggest and sole crush which morphed into love over the years. I just wish you happiness and good fortune in your future. At least you are more educated than me.. I need some time alone to myself over the next few days. I need to think this through and catch up with my academics. Anyway, thanks for all the memories. All the times I spent with you were and always be treasured and precious to me. Do you recall the times where I embarassed myself in front of you? The time I spazzed out in front of you during P.E? Also, the time where we stood in the classroom doorway? Yeah, I was blushing like crazy right? Sorry if I embarrassed you, Ms popularity. Remember that time when I called you during the movie? You told me to wait for an hour for the movie to end. I don't mind. Really. Remember the time I tossed a french fry to annoy you? Do you also remember the time I threw your hairband into the air? Yeah, well, I'm sorry for that. Puberty. Do you remember the time I also called you up multiple times, breathing heavily into the phone? I was such a stalker. I'm sorry for those things I did. I really am. Fighting my instincts to make up an excuse here. Thanks for all these cherished memories. I love you. I really do. However, I accept the fact that you never liked me. Thus, it's time to move on.
Love, DaEmo.
P.S I know this isn't exactly 20-30% original seeing as it sounds kind of familiar to me. However, I mean every word that I have typed.
